Haiz... yesterday din get to watch the males' competition... jus hearing views from my friends... then somemore, this sat encore telecast i also can't see because of work... sianz...

Hmm, today females' competition nt that good as i expected... dunno wat happen... but then they really did quite badly... haiz... now waiting for 11.30pm for the results to be revealed... hmm... hope are those that i expected...

These few days nothing to do in office... jus slacking ard and completed some minor stuffs... nothing much to do... and i left with 1 more mth before i end my temp job and start my studies... haiz... seems so busy with life, maybe trying to get away from something, or jus because of the money... lolx... but anyway, i din even have the time to shop for Great Singapore Sale.... argh... so sad...

Got a letter today, written tat i got the CCA Sliver award... surprise but also happy, that i got this award... my efforts are paid off... keke...

Too tired to write on last 2 days so i decided to take this morning to summarise wat i did... lolx...

On Saturday, i went KBox with Jessica, Shu Zhen and Soo Peng @ Chinatown... so long din go for karaoke liao... feel so happy being able to go... keke... Sang till 7pm, then i went to meet Kum Weng, Wee Liat and Zizhe for dinner at Chinatown, the famous porridge stall, then we head to PS for movie @ 9pm... wat show we watch??... it is Initial D... keke... hmm... wat can i say abt the show, it is true that i totally dun understand the plot at all... but then tat's because i dunnoabt Initial D at all... but for my friends, they think it is out of point, which was quite different from the anime... so i also dunno how to comment... lolx... but i think the cars and the characters are very unique in their own ways, which i like it because that makes the story colourful... keke... i think this show not bad la... Edison and Shawn acting is no need to say one la... as for Jay, the character really suit him... he is actually acting him afterall...

On Sunday, keke... of course it is my driving day... cool, so long din drive liao... finally got to drive... lol... my duty was to drive my parents and sis ard, to buy things and also to settle somethings... then in the end, we went to visit my grandma and had dinner with her @ Ginza Plaza... went home, watch abt 30 mins of "Spiderman"... before preparing for the next day...

Got 2 hours earlier off from work to attend the LMSC held @ Catholic High... hmm... was very awkward down there... i m one of the few who wear casual clothes there... then it is like they are busy doing things then i dunno wat to do jus sit ard and see... i feel so funny there, almost wanted to go home...

Sit in the room, then wait for the event to start... the presentation of certification was fast, then lastly was the valedictation done by Nicolette and Yong Cheng... Nicolette said a quote which i think it is very meaningful... "Everyone mades mistakes, that's y pencil have eraser..." Commandant Mr Azman also added something... when someone makes mistakes, there is services recovery to minimise the problem... find these 2 quotes very meaningful...

After the debrief for the cadets, we last minute gathered BWLSS cadets and joined with GYSS, then we did a mini intro, and also brief on the next combine traning for campcraft competition on december... after the gathering, of course, the CIs will have their debrief, till abt 9pm then we went for dinner... @ J8 KFC... din eat much, dunno y... haiz...

After today, i actually tot of if i wan to be a HO when i study in NUS... looking at Karen, i have some thoughts abt it... but dunno if i shld or jus continue to stay as a senior CI... lolx...

绝对Superstar for gers competition was nt as good as the guys... maybe the songs they sang are quite outdated... so not much to actually see who is my choice of singer... haiz... but i think Kelly did really good... she got 36 lo... which is the highest of the 2 competition... cool~!!

Jus finish watching the results… felt so sad for the contestants that are being kicked out of the competition… I actually cried for them… I also dunno y… but seeing them cry makes me cry too… haiz… anyway, I only din expect 1 person to go out of the competition… maybe because she dun have the look that will attract the audiences, so her votes are little… but anyway, next week 4 more ppl will be goin out… seeing the preview for next week… it seems to be even worse than this week… haiz… let’s wait and see ba…

Jus finish watching 绝对Superstar... Cool... they sing really great... although some din do very well because of anxiousness, but i think they tried their best... it's up to their friends and family to vote for them... For me, i admire 俊扬 & 国强 singing voices... they are great... one person i also admire is 伟联... although he is blind but he have the courage to step on the stage and sing... somemore i think he is quite good... hmm... tomolo is gers' competition, i think the competition should be more exciting ba... can't wait for tomolo nite to come... keke

Nothing to do, open some documents in my computer... then came to "NPCC" folder, inside are the documents for the LMSC (Leadership & Mentoring Skills Course)... looking thru the LMSC Cadet Manual... reaching the page where there are drills and also campcraft... i suddenly almost wanted to cry... got a strong feeling of joining the course... i really miss NPCC so much... tot of letting down it, but dun seems to be able to do it... seeing all the knots and lashings, even the first aid badaging i also wan to learn it now... lolx... missing NPCC so much... luckily this Fri i can go to the LMSC graduating ceremony... although it is jus a graduating ceremony but i think it means alot to me... can get to see my friends and also my juniors...

Hmm... today i felt accomplished as i solved a problem @ work... it might be a small matter for the engineers, but to me i think i already felt statisfied with my performance... keke... abit too exagerating... but everytime i accomplished something i will feel very happy... tat's me~!!...

My friend remind me of a quote made by 1 of the engineer yesterday... "Once it is quiet there, pack up and retreat"... which i think it is quite farni and also very nice quote... lolx

Felt so depressed... jus wanted to participate on some events, but because of the attire and i can't take part in it... say my attitude ridiculous or wat... but i can't wear that attire... not my fault... watever, nvm i already intend to let go liao... dun wan to bother abt it...

Argh~!!... Dun mean to offend anyone... Jus wan to let out on my blog...

Yesterday went to my Grand Uncle's daughter's wedding dinner @ Holiday Inn... the ballroom is quite small, but i like the place... it is very cosy, and decorated nicely... every table there will be petals of roses for us to throw at the couple when they made their entrance into the ballroom... then there was a presentation of the couples pics, done by professionals sia... and of course i like the souvenir they actually give... it is a small bear with a tag "Thanks for sharing out joy!"... cool, i like it alot...

Today Father's Day, wish my dad a Happy Father's Day... din actually prepared for him any present, but then i drove the car, instead of my dad always driving us ard (keke, actually is i wan to drive la...), and the meals are actually paid by my mum... keke... actually wanted to go for dinner at some restaurants, but ended up my dad wants us to go our First Aunt's place to eat... spoils everything... haiz...

Anyway, hope my dad will be happy always, and also a smooth journey for his business...

Hmm... today quite messy at the new U Hall... but then after the consolidation of the switch port that we configure... i think it much more relax... but then of course, some problems still come... today walk alot... i actually walked from U Hall to Multi Purpose Hall, then walk back jus to pass a key to Joseph to open the cabinet with the switches...

Friday, of course early off... keke, 5.30pm off... but when we were about to go off, we were called to join the discussion about the switches configuration in U Hall... everyone were so tired listening to the discussion... because i meeting my friends later, my colleagues told me to go off first lo... keke, managed to go off... in the bus, i was so tired that i dozed off... about to reach my destinated bus stop, i was suddenly made awake, and i scare myself thinking that i m goin to NUS, and i missed the bus stop... lolx... too tired liao la... cannot blame...

Went home to put my labtop and other things, then made my way down to J8 to meet my friends... felt very happy to have this gathering... i think it is like 1 year ago since we had this gathering... finally got to see some faces where i do not often see... update each other on our current activities, then get into talk... but felt that there is still small groups talking among themselves... but anyway, i believe we enjoyed ourselves...

Now feeling so tired, wan to get to sleep soon... yeah, tomolo no OT... cool... can relax liao, and go for shopping... Great Singapore Sales start so long liao and yet i have not start my shopping... lolx...

Today is a very busy day... so many errors happen... i only can reah home at 9pm... so tired and whole body aching... jus dunno y...

I believe i will not do this job next time, not only the long hours but also the knowledge, i jus dun have the knowledge to do this, everytime the engineers discuss, i jus sat quietly there, din even dare to talk anything, cause i actually dun really understand wat they are talking abt... so i jus have to volunteered myself for matters more like documentation and admin...

Got to watch only half of the "Jue Dui Superstar" again... haiz... maybe tomolo watch the encore in NUS ba... keke...

Today is a bad bad day... sat on the bus where there is this disgusting person... i dun wanna say how disgusting he is... but he really disgusted me... eee... He actually made me wan to go home straightaway to bathe rather than goin to work...
After work, reaching home, i bathe for the longest time in my life... lolx...

Watched "Jue Dui Superstar" today, it shows the 24 finalists... they are really great... they sang till i "tao zui" to their voices... really like superstar... keke... so envy them... got such good voices and pretty & handsome faces...

Nothing to do, flipping thru my notebook, and saw this page on a song lyrics... find it very meaningful...

I was so lonely until I met you, babe
You were the reason
And I wanted you to stay
Now it seems so long and you're back again
You were my first love, you'll always be the one
You light my darkness and you're brighter than the sun
I will live for you're in my world, babe
I'd love to promise you my heart
I never want to be apart
Without your love x2
My lonely soul is left behind
Just say you love me one more time
'Cause I never last a day
I fade away
Withour your love
Give me the reason and I'll be there for you
Give me a smile just to make my dreams come true
'Cause you're everything
You're the song for me
All the joy you bring to my world, baby
Without your love
All of your happiness is mine
Just wan to say it one more time
'Cause I would never last a day
I'd fade away
Without your love

Some of you might know what this song is... if u try singing it, it's actually a very nice translation song... keke

Argh... Grrr... i know now is midnite, n i shld be in bed... but then i jus solve the stupid, idiotic wireless thingy... it is jus so idiotic lo... it actually connects and disconnects from time to time... then when i call the technician, and they help me solve it, but then few seconds after that, it disconnects again... grrr... Argh... i am very fed up liao... cannot take it anymore... Now although there is wireless but then cannot get into MSN... therefore have to use Web MSN... so stupid lo... at home still use Web MSN... Really hate it lo... so crazy...

I now still at work... can u believe it... looking at the time, i shld be at home watching tv or even surfing the net... sob sob... someone help me... haiz... jus came back from my friend's wedding dinner... lolx... it is a malay wedding dinner, so luckily no need to dress so formal... keke... but anyway, came back to NUS to continue with the configuration of the switches as the connection for that new University Hall (Administration Bldg) must be done by monday... when we are like 70% done only... haiz... nw already goin to be 11pm... n i m still in NUS... anyway, goin back to the University Hall liao... continue with the configurations...

Yesterday went home too late... so did not wan to write anything at all... too tired somemore... it was a busy day yesterday... i actually rush my way thru the day...

At abt 4pm went on site then until 6.30 then can go off... then i have to rush my way down to cine to watch movie with my friends at 7pm... realise something, whenever i have something on in the evening, i always get to do OT... so sianx... make me so tired... btw, i went to watch "Mr. & Mrs. Smith"... it is a great show... and i really like Angelina Jolie, before this i never watch her show before so din knw abt her acting... but after watching this show, i think she is quite a good actor...

After the movie, went for a walk before making our way home... we tot we would miss the show "LOST" but luckily there was TV mobile in the bus... so we can see it... it is quite a good show, but with gross and disgusting images... i missed "Jue Dui Superstar" for 2 days liao... but heard from my friend it is abt the ppl who are being rejected... so lucky for me... next week must start watching liao... that's all for now... go back for work liao... keke

Peeling skin in process... so ugly... i face was like peeling very terribly... then i look so terrible in it... haiz...

Today at work also very busy... alot of things to do... configure 50 APs, go on site to check the switches... blah blah blah... and therefore my OT seems to be for real... lolx... tis is the first time ba... i ever work OT seriously... but then today also have to go to hospital then in the end, reached there late... somemore take taxi... so tired... My aunt actually got operation then stayed in hospital so went to visit her... good that she looks good, but maybe after the operation in the morning, so still feel abit weak...

Today too tired liao... better sleep early, or else cannot withstand tomolo... more work tomolo ba...

Can't take it, the pain is terrible... somemore today need to carry labtop and bag... the pain is worse... looking at my face, my friends all know that i actually tio sunburn... then they actually intend to touch my shoulder... omg, that's very pain lo... lolx... but anyway, it seems much better after that... because i keep on moving my hands... so i think "seasoned" liao la... keke...

On the way home, decided to take a nap on the bus, after awhile... "Bong~!!" my head hit onto the metal railing of the bus, now my head seems to have a little "hill"... with a little blue-black... haiz... suay la... sunburn plus blue-black... sob sob

Received a letter from someone i dunno... it wrotes "Sister Fiona Loh"... lolx... then i realise it was the kid who took pic with me on the last lesson of Speech and Drama term... surprise to receive the pic... and it was actually pasted onto a board with behind written "Dear Fiona Jie Jie, How are you? I hope you are fine. Here is the picture we took together last week. I hope you like it. Please write to me. Love you, from Elena Low..." So sweet and cute of her... somehow feel very accpmplished and also glad to make some cute and little friends... keke... Hope to see them next term...



This is the pic she sent me... so sweet

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"Ouch!" Tat's the first thing i actually said when i woke up... so pain sia... the sun burn was terrible... i had a painful time overcoming it... everytime i dress up or carry my bag... it seems to hurt badly... sob sob... hope it will get over fast...

Today went to alot of place... but of course i would watch "Shao Nian Te Gong Dui" before i go out for the day...keke... when to bras basah complex, then to city link to look at the phone i wan to buy & fix my sis phone, then to my Grandma's house to visit her and my auntie... glad to see my grandma doing well... then had dinner with my grandma and my aunt near her house before we go home...

Went to Sentosa today with Joanna, Hui Ying and Jessica... and my sis also come along... found a new way to Harbour Front... so next time i will reach there in abt 20 mins ba... keke... cool... anyway, the late one will have to treat us for the admission fee... luckily i m early, and the last one is Hui Ying, so she actually treated us for the admission fee... keke... wanted to take the bus to Siloso Beach but in the end, we decided to walk there... the journey is long due to the contruction here and there... reach the beach in abt 30-40 mins time ba... haiz... long sia... we haven even play, we already sweat... found a good spot at the beach... din know y the beach seems to have very little ppl then usual... we decided to buy frisbee... and played a few rounds... while playing, there is this group of ppl that actually wanted to join us in the game... so we agreed, then after playing awhile... our legs are burning hot... so we decided to stop the game and go to the water... soaking a few minutes, we decided to walk ard the beach to see if there are anymore activities that we can do... As there is a volleyball rental stall, we decided to play beach volleyball... so we took our things and moved some where nearer to the stall... but in the end there are no more volleyball for us to rent... so we decided to play frisbee in water... lolx... it is really funny and also test our skills in frisbee as well as swimming... esp Joanna, she always throw very far, then we actually have to swim out to take the frisbee... feeling tired we rest and do sun-tanning... then at abt 2.30pm we made our way to the toilets for wash up, as Hui Ying and Joanna have something on later in the evening...

Now my whole body so pain with the burn... but i hope my skin colour will be even... lolx...

Din realise it is 1am liao until i finished playing games... lolx... these days goin on site everyday, but i think this is better as least i dun feel boring there... anyway, i also din help much... i jus dunno wat to do to help them with the problems found... and it seems to me that engineers tend to have prejudice against girls... haiz... tat's y i spend most of my time looking at my com screen... today got friends go report to Pulau Tekong liao... lolx... botak liao ba... wish them good luck...

Short entry... but will update again... later at nite ba...

These days din have the time to update my blog... take tis time when i do nt have any work to do to update... bad hor... lolx... but i really have nothing to do mah... cannot blame me...

These 2 days have been goin on site to respond to the user request... computer can't detect wireless... blah blah blah... now i knw goin ard NUS is really tiring... but still ok la... at least i get to orientate NUS before i start sch... lolz... Tonite goin to have dinner with my poly friends... i think this would be last one before we get to meet again 2 years later ba... All goin to NS liao... lolx... Anyway, wish all the guys good luck and have fun in NS... keke... cya next time...