2006 is coming... now at home, packing my rooms to prepare for the new year... also searching for new modules for my next semester...

So frustrating with the choosing of modules... wan this module but then it clashes with something else... but finally today i finished the choosing of modules... now have to worry abt the bidding... and one thing i m happy abt is that i got one free day which is tues... lolx... finally one more thing to worry is if i could cope for next sem... i really dun wanna anything to happen like last sem, or else i will be asked to leave the school... sianz... all the best to me sia~!!...

hmm... tomolo also my mum's birthday... here i would like to wish her a Happy birthday and also smile always, dun always so unhappy... keke... and also to my friends like Lawerence and Darren... "Happy Birthday"... all the best in NS~!!...

Hmm... today quite a "contradicting" day... because i actually have two activities to join then both also wan to go but in the end i chose to join my sec sch friends @ Settlers (A board games cafe)...

Anyway, the day in the Settlers was great... Met at Clarke Quay Mrt Station @ 2pm... but found out 3 person were late... late!... so we made a move to the cafe... then waited for them there till 3pm and it was due to some technical faults... sianz... in anyway, we played alot of games we never played before and had lots of fun... till abt 6pm, we decided to stop and started exchanging our gifts... keke... the exchanging of gifts come with many surprises... first was from Hui Ying with a little gift plus card... then Joanna also got some gifts from Taiwan for us... a perfume plus a little cute key chain...then it was from Joanna again plus Jessica with their "Captured memories" books... a book that they actually took the time to consolidate all the photos of our past and put it to the book with decoration... they actually did for the 5 of us... it really touched me alot... i really thanks my friends for doing these much for us... i wun forget it, and will take very good care of the book, plus filling the blank pages to continue the journey... Thanks alot...!! Oh ya... and i got an "emergency" chocolate (a interesting chocolate which actually helps with chocolate cravings, lovesickness, exam pressure, mild anxiety and extremem hunger, and the directions for use is tearing open the wrapper then break off desired dosage, and consume... lolx... Fun!...) and piggy remote control holder for my christmas present from Jessica... Thanks!

The "Captured Memories" book


The little gift and card


The little key chain and the perfume


The Emergency Chocolate


The Piggy Remote Control Holder

Merry X'mas... keke... today is quite a busy plus an enjoyable day... Ying Larp they all have suggested to have a steamboat feast at my house....

Early in the morning, my sis, my mum and I went to Suntec Carrefour to buy the ingredients for the steamboat and also plus a cake... keke ... then took taxi home... prepare the ingredients for the whole afternoon... (Guys, i m not complaining here... lolx)... then rested for a while until everyone arrived... then we started our steamboat at abt 6.30 to 7... and ended at abt 8++... then my family actually have their dinner... actually i really feel very sorry for making my family to wait for us to finish... SORRY!!... after dinner we watched tv and some of them went to play maple, then went my family actually finished eating we had the cake cutting session... keke... it is Jack's birthday soon so we decided to celebrate for him in advance... so Ying Larp actually switch off the TV then i brought the cake out and started the song... keke... after that, shaun decided to make his move first... then we started playing Mahjong with no gambling... keke... played till 12am then watched abit of "A date with Vampire" before they maked their move... hmm... really had a enjoyable nite...

The "advance" birthday boy!!

From the day i ended HOBTC till now, i have been doing nothing except for having dinner with friends and attending Guangyang's training... so boring and also scary... because tomolo i m goin to get my results soon... really hope i dun fail anything... I really dunno wat to do if i fail some modules... one way i would do is to quit sch... which it is quite impossible for my parents to accept it... so the other way is I will continue but with a poor and bad CAP... i really dun wanna any of these to happen... argh~!!...

Realise got another problem... 30th dec is my mum's birthday, and it is also NPCC nite... which means most likely i wun be able to go NPCC nite... but i would really like to go, because i next time confirmed wun go one... haiz... sianz... but then my mum would most likely be unhappy if i din celebrate with her... sadded...!!

Back from Pulau Ubin... A fun and relax camp... keke... i enjoyed it alot... because i actually overcome alot of fear...

First day, we "conquer" the sea, by jetty jump and rafting... the jetty jump is great... i like it alot... although the fright of height is there... but i did not really hesitate at all... good job Fiona... keke... then we did rafting... a nice activity to see all our teamwork and cooperation there... and of course... Squad 1 motto - 1st in 1st out or last in 1st out... keke...

Second day, we "conquer" above the land... we did ATF like rock climbing, absailing, flying fox and Team Challenge Pyramid (TCP)... TCP is the most happening and fun activity i enjoyed most... even though i have fright for height... but i manage to overcome it and clear the 3 stages and reach the top of pyramid together with other 4... we are actually belay together, and have to wait for each other to continue... so it actually takes alot of teamwork and endurance... and i did it... good job Fiona... lolx... At nite we did tunneling... it is actually a very simple tunnel... but of course the objective is to have nite confidence... which is something i fear abit abt it... but then i overcome it too... keke...

Third day, we "conquer" the land... we did orienteering and land expedition... it is the normal things we did in every ATC... but this time we need to take turns to do the map reading and lead the way to the destination and also make sure of everyone's safety... at nite, of course is the campfire... yeah... last day of camp liao... keke

Fourth day, do area cleaning then set off to the jetty... realise i have alot of bruises, mosquitoe bites and scratches on hands and legs... seems like my hands and legs are disfigured... lolx... hope can recover soon...

Tomolo is my graduation ceremony... yeah... finally graduating soon.... keke... can relax liao... have to buy present for Christmas liao...

Finally last day of the course in main land... tomolo need to go to Pulau Ubin for ATC... sob sob.. 4 days 3 nites... sob sob... so long... but i believe it will be very fun... keke... so tiring now... have not start ATC, already so tired liao... dunno wat will happen during ATC... but really hope it wun be rainy days... or else very troublesome and boring...

Yeah... after coming back, then i can go shopping and relax myself before school start again... keke

late for 5 mins today... when reaching there, they already start the 1st activity liao... haiz... but luckily nothin happen... keke... that's the advantage of HOBTC... lolx... kidding la... also cannot be late, or else impression not good...

Today's activities were great... taught abt ceremonial and parades, also have a session with Commandant, she wanted us to come out with 2 business proposal on a NPCC Clubhouse and NPCC Library... which i think were quite good ideas, but we jus dun have the time to plan out... she actually wanted us to hand in by next wed... lolx... tat's short...

Went to the Police Heritage Centre @ Phoenix Park... the tour was great... get to know alot of things about NPCC... and also some police personnel who died on duty... a very nice and interesting trip... if next time can have a tour with the cadets will be great... because i have not thoroughly go thru the museum....

Yeah, tomolo half day... and also the PA Opening Ceremony... to memorial the closing of PA and opening of HTA....Hope can join in the fun...keke...

hmm... already at the 4th day of course... feel like it is more of a mental thinking course... which i dun think i have it... felt very inferior in front of all the the trainees and instructors... it seems like i am not suitable to be in Uni... haiz... dunno y, but i got the idea that i am actually very lousy, because when we need to think of some ideas or talk out some problems... it seems my mind is blank... i totally dun have ideas or things to talk about... while others have many ideas and things to talk about... but from there, i learnt something... but not able to share anything with my fellow trainees... i actually felt very depressed and diappointed with myself... really hope i can pass this course... and get over with this fast...

Finally over 1st day of the course... but dunno is i old liao or too long din excercise... my whole body is aching now... and the boots actually made my leg pain... haiz... sianz... then somemore my new belt actually is much bigger than expected.... oh gosh... i feel like a God of Fortune....lolx... but luckily my uniform actually covered ugly part... therefore it still looks ok to others... keke... manage to bluff my way thru the first day...

I am very blur... i already half way thru the day, then i realised that there are actually tests at the end of the course... oh gosh... one MOI, one Campcraft and one Written test... haiz... sianx... but really hope i can get thru these fast enough...

Hmm... was surfing the website and went to take a look at the Sistic website... Felt like goin to 5566 concert... but no one accompany me, and the cheapest one already sold out... the next cheapest one is $100... that's quite alot... haiz... dunno wan to go or not...

One more day and I am on my way to HO BTC... haiz... feel sad but excited... sad because i have to be in HQ from 7.45am to evening time... from 5th to 19th dec... then i dun have time to meet up friends for some gathering and shopping... sob sob... excited because i will be goin thru a diff kind of training... haiz... hope this 2 weeks will pass by fast... really wan to have some fun and enjoyment before school start again...

Finally went to watch Harry Potter liao... keke... nice and great show... i cried at the part where Cedric Diggory was innocently killed... haiz... so sad... i think i will rate the movie 4/5 ba... a great show to watch...