Went on site to NUH today, and i actually walk along the corridor of the children's wards... the decoration there is really great for children who are ill... with all the cartoons and figurine near their ward, could also brighten their day... but looking at the children, i really feel sad for them... at such young age, and they have to suffer such things... seems to be seeing me in them... haiz... really grateful for the Doctors in the world... they are really a big help for them...

Jus finished watching Project Superstar, hmm... really very competitive... but i think Jason really din do that well today... he seems abit not in the mood leh... lolx... but anyway, the competition is quite good... i like their singing... all r very good... but 1 thing i dun like abt is that, mediacorp actually grouped all the good ones together, then it seems so unfair to see 2 goin out of the goos ones... argh... so bad... i dun like this arrangement... haiz... all the best to them...

Was called back to NCS, to sign my timesheet as i forgot to sign... haiz... so bo liao, jus go back there and sign then have to go back NUS again... luckily one of the temp staff also need to go back to sign and somemore he can drive the company van, so it saves us from walking to the bus stop or taking taxi and wait for a claim later... lolx... But 1 thing bad happened... when we are out a few minutes later, engineers are calling us, and say tat some devices are down... so sian... but we still continueour trip there, as it was halfway thru liao... decided to have lunch at NCS, but by the time we went there, the stalls are all close... sian again... so we made our trip back to NUS lo... then went back there, we did not have our lunch straightaway, we went to solve the problems for the devices tat are down... till abt 3pm then we got to eat our lunch... haiz... hard day~!!

After work went to meet Darren they all for dinner, it is actually to have a farewell dinner before Darren goes into NS... lolx.. he was actually called up to go in NS earlier than his proposed date... anyway, good luck and all the best to him...

Went to watch 绝对Superstar "live" @ Mediacorp yesterday... First time goin to this kind of show, so abit excited and also wan to know how it actually works... reaching there at 7.30pm and yet we only get to go in at 8.20pm... sianz... after goin thru the main entrance... we still have to queue and the personnel brought us in, all the way to the corridor jus outside the theatre... and there we still have to wait to go in... argh... wasted almost 1 1/2 hours waiting... haiz... we still get the highest position of seats, which there would be alot of lightings and equipments in front of us... causing us to stretch ourselves to see the stage... sianz...

Before the show start, the producer actually need us to rehearse our clapping and cheering... lolx... that's very bo liao la... but that is what it shld be... then after that, they showed us a MTV by the Project Superstar contestants, singing "老鼠爱大米"... not bad... i like the MTV... after the MTV, the show finally start... as usual, it will be a duet then follow by individual... one thing i like abt "live" is u get to see hw the cameras move abt in the theatre, and what the hosts actually do during the break of the recordings... they also made NGs... lolx... nice experience... but the recording ends really late lo... until 11.30pm... sianz... then reach home abt 12.10am... so tiring, the next day still need to work lo...

Feel so tired these days... maybe i also work on saturday now... so especially tired ba...

Saturday:
I started working in Mediacorp again... also the same kind of job... but seeing the kids, i feel so happy, they are so cute... lolx... saw some famous ppl, but they are not yet actors or singers... they are ppl from the 绝对Superstar... ppl like Derrick, Sebastian and Hagen... they are practising their songs as they are walking ard Mediacorp... lolx... today there are 3 new coordinators joining us... so the atmosphere abit bland... but after awhile all of us seems to warm up, and started chatting on alot of things... lolx... cool working with them...

After work, i went for NPCC meeting at AMK Mac, but then as usual the place is full of kids, and somemore someone is celebrating birthday there, so it is extremely noisy, therefore we changed place to a multi-purpose hall nearby... lolx... sitting like we are ard a campfire... keke... as usual, me and Johnathan are the one writing the minutes... but dunno y, i think tat since i nothing to do, so it is best for me to write minutes... lolx... i really like writing minutes... haha.... Oh ya, and during the meeting, suddenly we heard some loud engines, and a AE86 passed by us, everyone was so attracted to the AE86 that the meeting was disrupted... lolx...After meeting, it is like 11.20 pm liao... so late lo... then we go for supper... supper till like 12.20am then we went off... shared cab with ying larp, jie larp and bishan.... by the time i reached home, i m actually half dead tired sia...

Sunday:
Din wan to wake up so early, but with my mum, dad and sis's nagging, i could not take it and was awake... lolx... went for breakfast, then go home and changed to attend a Malay wedding... it is actually my Auntie's Sis Wedding... by the time we reached there, the bride and groom was already about to make their way back to the groom's place... haiz... din even get to see the couple at all... but then we still stay for our meal... lolx... the multi-purpose hall is quite small, and the tables are so little, and everyone is like in hawker center waiting for place to sit...keke... abit bad la, but then that's wat i see...

After the wedding, went home and cook dinner as we did not wan to go out for dinner.... because there is a charity show... hmm, the show was not as exciting and dangerous as before, but then it is quite nice... especially Tay Bin Hui, Ann Kok and Zoe Tay... i like Zoe Tay part... the way she actually played with the dices, jus look like a professional... cool sia...

So embarrased today... haix... was in the bus on the way home, then fell asleep on the bus while holding onto my ez-link card... few minutes later, i woke up and realised that i dun have my ez-link card with me... lolx... search ard me, on the floor, in my bag and also my jeans pockets, and yet i still can't find it... i did a very silly thinking... i tot tat i actually threw out the window while asleep... lolx... then i tot i couldn't be doing such crazy thing... so i decided to look behind me... there, i saw my card lying on the floor... lolx... i dunno how my card got behind, but hope i din do anything stupid, like throwing it behind while asleep... lolx... or else i think other ppl might jus think i m crazy... lolx...

Yeah, Shu Zhen got tixs for the admission to 绝对 Superstar Female Show... keke... got to enjoy "live"... rather than telecast... heard the telecast actually cut out some of the judges comment... so let's see how is it "live" ba... will update u all again... keke

Tomolo goin to start work @ Mediacorp... keke... working freak for this mth... desperate for $$ sia... lolx...

Haiz... yesterday din get to watch the males' competition... jus hearing views from my friends... then somemore, this sat encore telecast i also can't see because of work... sianz...

Hmm, today females' competition nt that good as i expected... dunno wat happen... but then they really did quite badly... haiz... now waiting for 11.30pm for the results to be revealed... hmm... hope are those that i expected...

These few days nothing to do in office... jus slacking ard and completed some minor stuffs... nothing much to do... and i left with 1 more mth before i end my temp job and start my studies... haiz... seems so busy with life, maybe trying to get away from something, or jus because of the money... lolx... but anyway, i din even have the time to shop for Great Singapore Sale.... argh... so sad...

Got a letter today, written tat i got the CCA Sliver award... surprise but also happy, that i got this award... my efforts are paid off... keke...

Too tired to write on last 2 days so i decided to take this morning to summarise wat i did... lolx...

On Saturday, i went KBox with Jessica, Shu Zhen and Soo Peng @ Chinatown... so long din go for karaoke liao... feel so happy being able to go... keke... Sang till 7pm, then i went to meet Kum Weng, Wee Liat and Zizhe for dinner at Chinatown, the famous porridge stall, then we head to PS for movie @ 9pm... wat show we watch??... it is Initial D... keke... hmm... wat can i say abt the show, it is true that i totally dun understand the plot at all... but then tat's because i dunnoabt Initial D at all... but for my friends, they think it is out of point, which was quite different from the anime... so i also dunno how to comment... lolx... but i think the cars and the characters are very unique in their own ways, which i like it because that makes the story colourful... keke... i think this show not bad la... Edison and Shawn acting is no need to say one la... as for Jay, the character really suit him... he is actually acting him afterall...

On Sunday, keke... of course it is my driving day... cool, so long din drive liao... finally got to drive... lol... my duty was to drive my parents and sis ard, to buy things and also to settle somethings... then in the end, we went to visit my grandma and had dinner with her @ Ginza Plaza... went home, watch abt 30 mins of "Spiderman"... before preparing for the next day...

Got 2 hours earlier off from work to attend the LMSC held @ Catholic High... hmm... was very awkward down there... i m one of the few who wear casual clothes there... then it is like they are busy doing things then i dunno wat to do jus sit ard and see... i feel so funny there, almost wanted to go home...

Sit in the room, then wait for the event to start... the presentation of certification was fast, then lastly was the valedictation done by Nicolette and Yong Cheng... Nicolette said a quote which i think it is very meaningful... "Everyone mades mistakes, that's y pencil have eraser..." Commandant Mr Azman also added something... when someone makes mistakes, there is services recovery to minimise the problem... find these 2 quotes very meaningful...

After the debrief for the cadets, we last minute gathered BWLSS cadets and joined with GYSS, then we did a mini intro, and also brief on the next combine traning for campcraft competition on december... after the gathering, of course, the CIs will have their debrief, till abt 9pm then we went for dinner... @ J8 KFC... din eat much, dunno y... haiz...

After today, i actually tot of if i wan to be a HO when i study in NUS... looking at Karen, i have some thoughts abt it... but dunno if i shld or jus continue to stay as a senior CI... lolx...

绝对Superstar for gers competition was nt as good as the guys... maybe the songs they sang are quite outdated... so not much to actually see who is my choice of singer... haiz... but i think Kelly did really good... she got 36 lo... which is the highest of the 2 competition... cool~!!

Jus finish watching the results… felt so sad for the contestants that are being kicked out of the competition… I actually cried for them… I also dunno y… but seeing them cry makes me cry too… haiz… anyway, I only din expect 1 person to go out of the competition… maybe because she dun have the look that will attract the audiences, so her votes are little… but anyway, next week 4 more ppl will be goin out… seeing the preview for next week… it seems to be even worse than this week… haiz… let’s wait and see ba…

Jus finish watching 绝对Superstar... Cool... they sing really great... although some din do very well because of anxiousness, but i think they tried their best... it's up to their friends and family to vote for them... For me, i admire 俊扬 & 国强 singing voices... they are great... one person i also admire is 伟联... although he is blind but he have the courage to step on the stage and sing... somemore i think he is quite good... hmm... tomolo is gers' competition, i think the competition should be more exciting ba... can't wait for tomolo nite to come... keke

Nothing to do, open some documents in my computer... then came to "NPCC" folder, inside are the documents for the LMSC (Leadership & Mentoring Skills Course)... looking thru the LMSC Cadet Manual... reaching the page where there are drills and also campcraft... i suddenly almost wanted to cry... got a strong feeling of joining the course... i really miss NPCC so much... tot of letting down it, but dun seems to be able to do it... seeing all the knots and lashings, even the first aid badaging i also wan to learn it now... lolx... missing NPCC so much... luckily this Fri i can go to the LMSC graduating ceremony... although it is jus a graduating ceremony but i think it means alot to me... can get to see my friends and also my juniors...

Hmm... today i felt accomplished as i solved a problem @ work... it might be a small matter for the engineers, but to me i think i already felt statisfied with my performance... keke... abit too exagerating... but everytime i accomplished something i will feel very happy... tat's me~!!...

My friend remind me of a quote made by 1 of the engineer yesterday... "Once it is quiet there, pack up and retreat"... which i think it is quite farni and also very nice quote... lolx

Felt so depressed... jus wanted to participate on some events, but because of the attire and i can't take part in it... say my attitude ridiculous or wat... but i can't wear that attire... not my fault... watever, nvm i already intend to let go liao... dun wan to bother abt it...

Argh~!!... Dun mean to offend anyone... Jus wan to let out on my blog...

Yesterday went to my Grand Uncle's daughter's wedding dinner @ Holiday Inn... the ballroom is quite small, but i like the place... it is very cosy, and decorated nicely... every table there will be petals of roses for us to throw at the couple when they made their entrance into the ballroom... then there was a presentation of the couples pics, done by professionals sia... and of course i like the souvenir they actually give... it is a small bear with a tag "Thanks for sharing out joy!"... cool, i like it alot...

Today Father's Day, wish my dad a Happy Father's Day... din actually prepared for him any present, but then i drove the car, instead of my dad always driving us ard (keke, actually is i wan to drive la...), and the meals are actually paid by my mum... keke... actually wanted to go for dinner at some restaurants, but ended up my dad wants us to go our First Aunt's place to eat... spoils everything... haiz...

Anyway, hope my dad will be happy always, and also a smooth journey for his business...

Hmm... today quite messy at the new U Hall... but then after the consolidation of the switch port that we configure... i think it much more relax... but then of course, some problems still come... today walk alot... i actually walked from U Hall to Multi Purpose Hall, then walk back jus to pass a key to Joseph to open the cabinet with the switches...

Friday, of course early off... keke, 5.30pm off... but when we were about to go off, we were called to join the discussion about the switches configuration in U Hall... everyone were so tired listening to the discussion... because i meeting my friends later, my colleagues told me to go off first lo... keke, managed to go off... in the bus, i was so tired that i dozed off... about to reach my destinated bus stop, i was suddenly made awake, and i scare myself thinking that i m goin to NUS, and i missed the bus stop... lolx... too tired liao la... cannot blame...

Went home to put my labtop and other things, then made my way down to J8 to meet my friends... felt very happy to have this gathering... i think it is like 1 year ago since we had this gathering... finally got to see some faces where i do not often see... update each other on our current activities, then get into talk... but felt that there is still small groups talking among themselves... but anyway, i believe we enjoyed ourselves...

Now feeling so tired, wan to get to sleep soon... yeah, tomolo no OT... cool... can relax liao, and go for shopping... Great Singapore Sales start so long liao and yet i have not start my shopping... lolx...

Today is a very busy day... so many errors happen... i only can reah home at 9pm... so tired and whole body aching... jus dunno y...

I believe i will not do this job next time, not only the long hours but also the knowledge, i jus dun have the knowledge to do this, everytime the engineers discuss, i jus sat quietly there, din even dare to talk anything, cause i actually dun really understand wat they are talking abt... so i jus have to volunteered myself for matters more like documentation and admin...

Got to watch only half of the "Jue Dui Superstar" again... haiz... maybe tomolo watch the encore in NUS ba... keke...

Today is a bad bad day... sat on the bus where there is this disgusting person... i dun wanna say how disgusting he is... but he really disgusted me... eee... He actually made me wan to go home straightaway to bathe rather than goin to work...
After work, reaching home, i bathe for the longest time in my life... lolx...

Watched "Jue Dui Superstar" today, it shows the 24 finalists... they are really great... they sang till i "tao zui" to their voices... really like superstar... keke... so envy them... got such good voices and pretty & handsome faces...

Nothing to do, flipping thru my notebook, and saw this page on a song lyrics... find it very meaningful...

I was so lonely until I met you, babe
You were the reason
And I wanted you to stay
Now it seems so long and you're back again
You were my first love, you'll always be the one
You light my darkness and you're brighter than the sun
I will live for you're in my world, babe
I'd love to promise you my heart
I never want to be apart
Without your love x2
My lonely soul is left behind
Just say you love me one more time
'Cause I never last a day
I fade away
Withour your love
Give me the reason and I'll be there for you
Give me a smile just to make my dreams come true
'Cause you're everything
You're the song for me
All the joy you bring to my world, baby
Without your love
All of your happiness is mine
Just wan to say it one more time
'Cause I would never last a day
I'd fade away
Without your love

Some of you might know what this song is... if u try singing it, it's actually a very nice translation song... keke

Argh... Grrr... i know now is midnite, n i shld be in bed... but then i jus solve the stupid, idiotic wireless thingy... it is jus so idiotic lo... it actually connects and disconnects from time to time... then when i call the technician, and they help me solve it, but then few seconds after that, it disconnects again... grrr... Argh... i am very fed up liao... cannot take it anymore... Now although there is wireless but then cannot get into MSN... therefore have to use Web MSN... so stupid lo... at home still use Web MSN... Really hate it lo... so crazy...

I now still at work... can u believe it... looking at the time, i shld be at home watching tv or even surfing the net... sob sob... someone help me... haiz... jus came back from my friend's wedding dinner... lolx... it is a malay wedding dinner, so luckily no need to dress so formal... keke... but anyway, came back to NUS to continue with the configuration of the switches as the connection for that new University Hall (Administration Bldg) must be done by monday... when we are like 70% done only... haiz... nw already goin to be 11pm... n i m still in NUS... anyway, goin back to the University Hall liao... continue with the configurations...

Yesterday went home too late... so did not wan to write anything at all... too tired somemore... it was a busy day yesterday... i actually rush my way thru the day...

At abt 4pm went on site then until 6.30 then can go off... then i have to rush my way down to cine to watch movie with my friends at 7pm... realise something, whenever i have something on in the evening, i always get to do OT... so sianx... make me so tired... btw, i went to watch "Mr. & Mrs. Smith"... it is a great show... and i really like Angelina Jolie, before this i never watch her show before so din knw abt her acting... but after watching this show, i think she is quite a good actor...

After the movie, went for a walk before making our way home... we tot we would miss the show "LOST" but luckily there was TV mobile in the bus... so we can see it... it is quite a good show, but with gross and disgusting images... i missed "Jue Dui Superstar" for 2 days liao... but heard from my friend it is abt the ppl who are being rejected... so lucky for me... next week must start watching liao... that's all for now... go back for work liao... keke

Peeling skin in process... so ugly... i face was like peeling very terribly... then i look so terrible in it... haiz...

Today at work also very busy... alot of things to do... configure 50 APs, go on site to check the switches... blah blah blah... and therefore my OT seems to be for real... lolx... tis is the first time ba... i ever work OT seriously... but then today also have to go to hospital then in the end, reached there late... somemore take taxi... so tired... My aunt actually got operation then stayed in hospital so went to visit her... good that she looks good, but maybe after the operation in the morning, so still feel abit weak...

Today too tired liao... better sleep early, or else cannot withstand tomolo... more work tomolo ba...

Can't take it, the pain is terrible... somemore today need to carry labtop and bag... the pain is worse... looking at my face, my friends all know that i actually tio sunburn... then they actually intend to touch my shoulder... omg, that's very pain lo... lolx... but anyway, it seems much better after that... because i keep on moving my hands... so i think "seasoned" liao la... keke...

On the way home, decided to take a nap on the bus, after awhile... "Bong~!!" my head hit onto the metal railing of the bus, now my head seems to have a little "hill"... with a little blue-black... haiz... suay la... sunburn plus blue-black... sob sob

Received a letter from someone i dunno... it wrotes "Sister Fiona Loh"... lolx... then i realise it was the kid who took pic with me on the last lesson of Speech and Drama term... surprise to receive the pic... and it was actually pasted onto a board with behind written "Dear Fiona Jie Jie, How are you? I hope you are fine. Here is the picture we took together last week. I hope you like it. Please write to me. Love you, from Elena Low..." So sweet and cute of her... somehow feel very accpmplished and also glad to make some cute and little friends... keke... Hope to see them next term...



This is the pic she sent me... so sweet

The five-question personality test
Here is the analysis:

Your ideal mate has a sense of humor and is lively.
You always compare yourself with others. You make your wishes too difficult to come true.
You are in despair about your lack of success. That's your attitudes towards success.
Can a woman be president? You will answer no to this question.
You are emotional, sincere and optimistic.

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"Ouch!" Tat's the first thing i actually said when i woke up... so pain sia... the sun burn was terrible... i had a painful time overcoming it... everytime i dress up or carry my bag... it seems to hurt badly... sob sob... hope it will get over fast...

Today went to alot of place... but of course i would watch "Shao Nian Te Gong Dui" before i go out for the day...keke... when to bras basah complex, then to city link to look at the phone i wan to buy & fix my sis phone, then to my Grandma's house to visit her and my auntie... glad to see my grandma doing well... then had dinner with my grandma and my aunt near her house before we go home...

Went to Sentosa today with Joanna, Hui Ying and Jessica... and my sis also come along... found a new way to Harbour Front... so next time i will reach there in abt 20 mins ba... keke... cool... anyway, the late one will have to treat us for the admission fee... luckily i m early, and the last one is Hui Ying, so she actually treated us for the admission fee... keke... wanted to take the bus to Siloso Beach but in the end, we decided to walk there... the journey is long due to the contruction here and there... reach the beach in abt 30-40 mins time ba... haiz... long sia... we haven even play, we already sweat... found a good spot at the beach... din know y the beach seems to have very little ppl then usual... we decided to buy frisbee... and played a few rounds... while playing, there is this group of ppl that actually wanted to join us in the game... so we agreed, then after playing awhile... our legs are burning hot... so we decided to stop the game and go to the water... soaking a few minutes, we decided to walk ard the beach to see if there are anymore activities that we can do... As there is a volleyball rental stall, we decided to play beach volleyball... so we took our things and moved some where nearer to the stall... but in the end there are no more volleyball for us to rent... so we decided to play frisbee in water... lolx... it is really funny and also test our skills in frisbee as well as swimming... esp Joanna, she always throw very far, then we actually have to swim out to take the frisbee... feeling tired we rest and do sun-tanning... then at abt 2.30pm we made our way to the toilets for wash up, as Hui Ying and Joanna have something on later in the evening...

Now my whole body so pain with the burn... but i hope my skin colour will be even... lolx...

Din realise it is 1am liao until i finished playing games... lolx... these days goin on site everyday, but i think this is better as least i dun feel boring there... anyway, i also din help much... i jus dunno wat to do to help them with the problems found... and it seems to me that engineers tend to have prejudice against girls... haiz... tat's y i spend most of my time looking at my com screen... today got friends go report to Pulau Tekong liao... lolx... botak liao ba... wish them good luck...

Short entry... but will update again... later at nite ba...

These days din have the time to update my blog... take tis time when i do nt have any work to do to update... bad hor... lolx... but i really have nothing to do mah... cannot blame me...

These 2 days have been goin on site to respond to the user request... computer can't detect wireless... blah blah blah... now i knw goin ard NUS is really tiring... but still ok la... at least i get to orientate NUS before i start sch... lolz... Tonite goin to have dinner with my poly friends... i think this would be last one before we get to meet again 2 years later ba... All goin to NS liao... lolx... Anyway, wish all the guys good luck and have fun in NS... keke... cya next time...

Decision making is a very difficult thing to do especially when it comes to studies and relationships... maybe these are kinds of situation that all ppl will have to go thru... but i think goin thru it is quite tough... at times, u might think u did the right decision, but then in another time u might think u actually do wrongly... Humans are always contradicted to their own choices... but then once you accept it u shld not have the mindset to change at all, or else you might end up with nothing at all...

Feeling funny y i will write these, jus some recent feelings i had for some situation... so thinking thru... i might regret wat i did... haiz... but din have the courage to change wat it might be goin to happen...

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Hehe... Today very fun... Actually is the last lesson for the MediaCorp Speech n Drama, went to work there... to replace someone... ppl might think i siao... how come take 2 jobs at a time... hehe... crazy for money mah... no one to support me... lolx... anyway, today the kids are so cute and fun... they actually very nice and polite at the end of the lesson... they actually say good bye to us and also take pics with us... next term, i will sure go back n work there... because the kids are really nice and cute... feel so happy working there... maybe because of the kids ba... keke...

Argh... Idiotic, mad, crazy, stupid... i made in a process of breaking down liao... lolx... so irritated and frustrated abt this person behaivour... so wat if he is a "CCNP", so wat if he is very well-liked by the engineers... does it made him so superior from us, although we are in the same batch of INC... blehz...

Actually passed me the list yesterday, but then because of my email problem, i gave him another email to sent the list... but till today morning, he did not do it... he only did it when i reminded him again this morning... then in the afternoon, he came and tell me that he need it by tomolo... omg, it is a 1000+ devices list... and i only done 300+... left with 700+ and it is already half of the day liao... then he actually decided to start from the bottom... so i was actually quite relieved... was doing all the while, when 1 of my friends actually went in to the control room and saw that guy actually watching anime... wat the... i m doing the list and he is watching anime... grrr... then after that my other friend went in and saw him seeing forums... i m already frustrated then... as i have nt really finished half of the list, i decided to do OT, together with Wee Liat and Eugene... Went in to the room to ask how much have he done, so that i can roughly estimate the number Wee Liat and Eugene can start doing... then i saw him surfing net... Argh~!!!... Did till 7.15pm, we decided to go home liao... keep our things, went into the control room to keep the things, n he actually say "Fiona, thanks for reminding me, i actually forgot about it..." Diao... wat the... he is such a idiot... that made me feel so idiot or a fool... argh... i make sure this type of things do not happen to me again...

BAD BAD DAY.... Anyway, i dun wan to mention names... but i write this entry is jus to let out my anger...

First day of work, and i felt bored abt it liao... lolx... Went to NCShub to settle some documents for access card and also some pledge form, then sat down there for like 3hrs, before the boss say go to NUS better than sitting down here do nothin... so i made my way to NUS... long journey sia... it takes me abt 1hr plus to reach there... reaching there, went to have lunch with the rest... then later we went to forum to take a look at the magazines... then we made our way back to the center... then Eugene taught me the things that i have to do there, then after that we started to slack... search for universities, look at forums, blogs and blah blah... all the way till 6pm... lolx... boring lo... but then because i dun have labtop so i also felt boring... but thinking of everyday have to bring labtop all the way to NUS, haiz... sian lo... so heavy...

After work, went to Ang Mo Kio to meet up with Jessica, Jack, Jie Larp, Ying Larp, Tee Tong, Jonathan and Ahmad for dinner as well as celebrating Jie Larp, Ying Larp birthday and Tee Tong belated birthday... as i reach early, i went to buy the cake for them... and Jack suggested to have some writings on the cake, but then the names too long, so we decided to put "Happy Birthday JL, YL, TTT... lolx... cute cake... Went home at abt 10pm because the next day still have to work... Hope tomolo can have more things to do ba...

Today is a great day for me... because my family and relatives actually had a big gathering @ Pasir Ris Park for picnic... keke... I like this type of gathering... Of course, each family have to prepare at least some delicious food for the picnic... but for my family, we actually jus made our own drinks and also brought some cakes and fruits... while my aunt prepared curry chicken and fried bee-hoon, then my elder aunt brought biscuits and snacks from Malaysia...

Started out with fetching my aunt @ Sengkang, as i m driving, and i din drive to Sengkang before so it is quite exciting... keke... learning new route... lolx... then after tat we went to Pasir Ris Park... As usual, we were the first to arrive... lolx... but in abt the next 15 mins, another of my aunt arrived... then followup with others... and as usual my sis and me would play with the kids... and the kids actually brought things to play... so cool... we had soccer, kite-flying and also sandcastle-making... keke... so fun... we played till abt 7pm, then we played firework sticks... at abt 8pm, we made our way home...

Fetched my aunt staying @ Sengkang home, and we also went to her home to have tea and take a look at the place... the kids were cute, they actually anxiously brought their photo albums for us to take a look... lolx... At abt 9pm, finished seeing the photos, we decided to make our way home, because tomolo my sis is starting her sch while me goin to work liao... haiz... no more slacking at home liao...

Actually wanted to go for New Body lesson, but ended up with flu and abit of sore throat so did not want to go... but at abt 12pm i met Joanna n Jessica, and they suggested to come to my house and have lunch together with watching a movie... Joanna suggested to watch "Saw" so we jus followed on... we bought our meal and go to my house... Reaching my home, i showed them some secondary school's life photos... so cute and also funny... then after that we had our lunch before we started the movie... OMG, it is damm gross and bloody... i hate that show...

Received a letter from Ngee Ann Poly, it is regarding the Graduation Ceremony... dunno if alot of my course mates will be goin or not... hope so ba... but then still need to wear till so formal... haiz...

Hey, I m back~!!... Fun and enjoyable... also met alot of friends there... wanted to write wat we did... but i think that's too much for me to type... i will jus emphasize on some events...

1st day:
I and Joanna went check in to the cruise... then there are photographers, whom took pics of us, and say that we are actually sisters... omg, do we look alike, i dun think so sia... lolx... then after that we went to our room to settle our belongings before we made a trip ard the cruise to know the place well... had lots of photographs taken... din really changed much since the last time i came, but then i think with addition rooms like mahjong room, library (with computers at the rate of $0.33/min... so ex) and etc... if i m not wrong la... then we had dinner at the Chinese Restaurant where they serve great food... cool sia... we also tried out Tarot cards reading... seems so not real, but worth the try la... we also went to Casino, but then was stopped by the security to check our ICs... lolx... they say we look like 17 yrs old... hahaha... actually nothing much... jus see them play... We get to watch recent movie, National Treasure... nice... ended the day at abt 1am ba... then we went to sleep to prepare for the next day activity...

2nd Day:
Reached Penang at abt 12noon... the cruise din actually stopped at the port by in the middle of the mainland, Malaysia and Penang Island, then we took a small ferry boat to the port in batches... then we will get into the coaches that was arranged for us to our selected tour... at abt 8pm we went back to the cruise... then had our dinner, then went to watch the cre show - Beyond Broadway... after the show we tried Bingo... and i almost won... i was the remainder 3 for a game... haiz... then we go to pub to have cocktail, grasshopper, it tasted terrible... lolx... after that we went to watch movie, House of Fury...

3rd Day:
We had to wake up very early to go to Phuket... the tour actually starts at 8.15am... we went to many shopping centers, had dinner at a thai buffet restaurant and we also went to Patong Beach, the one that was actually attacked by the Tsunami, but then when we go it is already 90% recovered so it is quite good... went back to cruise at abt 6pm... then we prepared for the Captain's Gala Dinner Nite... where we actually wear formal dressing... and had dinner at the Chinese Restaurant, there is Buddha Jumps Over The Wall... and other delicious food... enjoy sia... after that, we went to watch movie, Lemon Snicket's Series Of Unfortunate Events, which was quite "lame" to me... then as i m pretty tired i went to sleep while Joanna went to watch movie, The Phantom Of The Opera...

4th Day:
We actually slept till late morning... then we decided to go for swimming, but then when we went there, there were many Indians occupying every part of the swimming pool and also the Jacuzzi... haiz... so we decided to have our lunch... then after lunch we went to pay for our bills and also collect our passport before we went to have Ice Cream at the Galeto... then we played some arcade games and met a guy from Singapore, and he is actually goin to study in Ngee Ann Poly, as the 3 of us are very boring we decided to walk ard before we proceeded to the Picture House for movie, Lemon Snicket's Series Of Unfortunate Events, as we missed the front part... then watched for 30 mins, we decided to go off to pack our luggages and wash up before the check out... lastly, we had dinner at Western Restaurant, where they serve very delicious and exquisite food... hmm.. nice... before we actually starts our disembarkment at the Lido... when we go in, OMG, the place was actually crowded with Indians... even when we took our seat, we are actually surrounded by the Indians... then the MC actually went down the list of the nationality that were in the cruise... and she skipped "I"... and they went "India, India..." the whole place was so noisy... and when she asked for volunteer to sing the nationality songs, 2 Indian kids went down n they sang their National Song, and we were like surrounded by Indians standing up and we sitting down, feeling abit of awkward we also stand up... haiz... so scary, as if i actually went to India... lolx...

Overall, i really enjoyed myself, but if i m to go with a bigger group of friends i think it will be much more better sia... Hope we can go for tour sometime...

Went to NUS School of Computing early in the morning... tot i could make my way there easily, but ended up i took a longer way to reach the School of Computing... the talk was quite beneficial for me, but then i still dun really understand how the system works... never mind i think i will take it as it goes... after the talk, we had a tour ard the School of Computing, the Student Associates brought us to places where we will usually go, and also tell us about exams and the orientation camp and week... After a long walk, we went back to Lt27 and had our refreshments plus registering of orientation camp... too bad, i can't make it due to work... Made a friend there, so overall still quite good la...

When home already, then got my mum's reminder to pack my clothes for the cruise tomolo... hahahax... packed till now, then done with it... hope i will have a great fun then... This also mean i will not be updating my blog till wed or thurs ba... hehex... see ya then...

Went for a haircut today, ended up my hair style is different from the previous one, due to the lady who helped me do the hairstyle before is not there, then another one replace her and cut differently... haiz... but still look ok la... keke...

After haircut, went for shopping ard before goin home... took 105 bus home, boarded the bus and wanted to find a place... then there was this granny who is in front of me, wanted to take a seat already, then i tot of moving forward somemore, but suddenly she did a emergency brake, because she saw a friend, causing me to hit onto her, and my toe so pain... tot nothing happen to my toe, i din look at it, until i felt very very pain... then... sob sob... i realised tat my toe is actually bleeding... argh
~!!... reached the bus stop i got down of the bus, and took a closer look, OMG... my toe nail actually crack in the middle and was lifted up... so scary... the blood keep on flowing out... but i can't do anything, jus to endure it till i reached home... sob sob... now i dunno wat i shld do, clean the wound with Dettol liao... but then i see my toe nail lifted up, cannot be shifted down... dunno wat to do sia... sob sob...

Today did nothing, staying at home and slack as usual... suddenly tot of having omelette so went down to buy the ingredients... with ham and crab stick... it looks good to me... keke... boring day with nothing to do... haiz... hope these kind of days will passed fast... next week onwards should be a more busy week... yeah~!!...

Watched "The Beautiful Illusions"... exciting sia... but abit funny though... anyway, tomolo is the finale... will be waiting excitedly for the ending... keke

Try out Pilates today... hmm actually not much workout, jus some stretching here and there... then also it actually help to relax one's mind... we were actually late for lessons by 15 mins due to someone missing the bus... haiz... but nvm la, i think they din do much in the front... after the lesson we went to International Plaza for lunch as Jess tot of applying for job from some agency, but in the end we jus walked ard the building w/o finding it... then we decided to go somewhere else to walk... then ended up walking passed lots of streets, walking from tanjong pagar MRT all the way to Tian Hock Keng then to Far East Square then to Chinatown Point... long journey sia... then ended up taking bus back to Toa Payoh and have coffee session @ Starbucks... before we say goodbye, as Joanna need to work at nite...

By the way, Happy Birthday Bloggy... 1 year and 3 days old... keke...

Happy Mother's Day...

Woke up with the whole body aching again... phew... so pain... today is mother's day of course we go to somewhere better to have breakfast rather than coffeshop, we went to a air-conditioned coffeeshop... keke... Ya Kun Coffeshop... haha... Went to J8 for breakfast, realised that i lost my POSB Debit card, suspect that i lost it while i dropped my wallet yesterday... haiz... then make the cancellation lo.... so sianz... when shopping after breakfast, at last, went goin off J8, i sneaked away, to buy flower for my mum, instead of buying carnation, i tot of buying sunflower... hehe... it looks much better to me... after that i sneaked back n gave my mum a surprise at her back... keke... she was delighted... then i tot of buying sunflower for my aunties and grandma, so i went back there n bought 3 diff colours of sunflowers - red, pink, yellow...

Reaching Aunt Jessy's house, we greeted grandma, and gave her the flower... din really see her expression so dunno how.... while waiting for my Aunt Jessy to be back, and my Aunt June to reached, i started to watch SCV... keke... as u see, i dun have SCV at home... so i am very enthu when goin to my Aunt Jessy's house... watched the Korean Drama - Paris Lover (Direct translation from Mandarin)... the show is great... i like it alot... Anyway, when my Aunts reached, i gave them the flowers, and they are very happy... glad to see their expressions... keke... Went swimming when my cousins actually wanted to go... have to look after them mah... so went lo... so long din swim liao... felt very tired after only 2 laps... haiz... but the kids were really having fun with their new floats and goggles... lolz... after swimming, we had dinner near the pool, BBQ cum steamboat... we actually used the portable BBQ cum steamboat, and had our mini BBQ cum steamboat by the pool... a different experience but actually this was the 2nd time we are doing it... keke... it was great and also enjoyable... need nt waste money go to restaurant, and also because my Uncle is a Malay, so also quite difficult to find Halah Restaurant... as we already went to alot of Halah Restaurant during my Grandma's birthday and past Mother's Day... lolx...

Anyway, it is a enjoyable and great Mother's Day...


My mum's sunflower...

Today is my Grandfather's death anniversary... so fast, 1 year over liao... times really past fast, and also many things happened... haiz... dun seems very happy today... i dun understand y my relatives are so relying on my father... even my grandfather's death anniversary, their father's death anniversary, also need my father to remind them, then remind them at the last min then they say him "Lao Hu Tu"... making my dad very bad mood therefore my family very unhappy... haiz... nvm, it's over liao... really hope these type of things will never happen again...

Went to work in Mediacorp, take care of a different group of students... the students were actually 3-5 yrs old... which are the smallest group of students in the Speech and Drama Class... at first i was not suppose to be in charge of the class... i m suppose to take back my usual classes, but because the other replacement did not wan to take the 3-5 yrs old students, ended up i have to take care of them... abit unhappy, but wat to do, in need of money so jus agreed... haiz...

After work, when home, then my mum tell me to buy a bag of rice... when paying for the rice, i drop my wallet, and all the cards dropped out... so frustrating then... so many stupid things happened.... hpmh... Reaching home, i drop dead at the sofa, dunno y, my legs and hands are jus so tired...

Received a call from Liling (Mediacorp), she wanted me to replace her as she is in Tan Tock Seng's Hospital, at that moment very busy, so did not ask her y is she there, hope she is fine... then a while later, Terry (Mediacorp) called me to replace her too... lolx... but too bad i already replace Liling liao... suddenly it seems like a lot of coordinators not working tomolo...

At abt 4.20pm, i made my way to NCS to sign the contract.... NCS reception environment changed... blur me, i forgot the HR consultant's name and ended up waiting at the reception till 5pm... while waiting i watched Channel Newasia... it is live broadcasting Dr Wee Kim Wee's funeral wake.... while watching, dunno y my tears suddenly dropped... at last, the HR consultant came down and passed me a few forms for me to fill in... then she went off, telling a lady to assist me, but that lady did not really assist me, she jus stand ard... did not really filled in properly the form, hope the HR consultant dun mind, after filling in every form, the lady jus took the forms and leave without giving me any notice on wat time and where to report on the reporting day... making me feel like an idiot... haiz... then i decide to email Ernest Chua the in-charge to tell me the details... Hope it will be enjoyable working there...

Received the administration package from NUS, hmm... seems like the time when i applied to Ngee Ann Poly, so many forms to fill in and to submit... but felt relieved after receiving the letter....

Purposely went down to NTU to accompany Jess for appealing her course today... meet her 1.30pm @ Boon Lay... but in the end i reached there ard 2pm... the journey is damm long and tiring... i actually doze off in the MRT... can't imagine it if i choose NTU... took a feeder bus 179 to NTU... realise that NTU is so big that it looks so quiet and empty... stopped at a bus stop which Jessica think it is a place where we can find the Administrator block easily... in the end, ask a student there and she helpfully brought us to the Admin Block which is very far from the bus stop... phew... then later reached the reception, the person say that the appeal has not started, and will have to do online...

OMG, i actually travelled all the way to Boon Lay for nothin.... argh... As this happen, of course i will ask a treat from her... keke... and she immediately accepted it... lolx... not Jess's "feng ge"... but anyway, i got a free meal... keke and some more it is Seoul Garden siax... lolx... so good... So we tried to make our way out of NTU and finally we found a bus stop after a long walk... make our way back to Jurong Point, then decide to eat there... keke... Seoul Garden here i come~!!.... first time 2 person eating Seoul Garden... feel as if i m a big eater... but then today i m really a big eater, as i actually having 3 meals in 1 big meal... keke... but it was actually very filling for me... we actually left earlier than wat we planned, because there was this group of ppl beside us to speak very loudly and rudely... i n Jess cannot take it...

We made our way to Somerset to meet Jack and Jie Larp for KTV @ Cuppage... the journey is as usual long... we both slept thru out the whole journey, until we reached raffles place... decided to go to Orchard first at we are early... then i tot of goin to House of Stars as i very long din go liao... so i told Jess abt it, and she jus say OK... but so unlucky, when we reached there the person closed for a while... haix... did not intend to wait, we made our way to Somerset MRT to meet Jie Larp n Jack... When we reached there, Jie Larp was already waiting there, we made a move first as Jack was late, but then after tat met Jack at OG... At the last few songs, Jack suddenly tot of seeing the MTV of "Zhang Xin" sang by Wu Ying Liang Ping... becuase there was this white figure appearing in the MTV when they are singing the chorus... then in another scene in the same place, the window where the white figure stands actually closed automatically... eee... it was quite scary for me... You should try to take a look at the MTV.... After the singing, we went home.... Now feeling quite tired sia...

Oh ya, tomolo goin to NCS to sign the contract liao... keke... finally got a temp job... phew...


Got this book from Navy... so cool sia...

Jus reached home from the chalet... very tired now... due to long distance driving and also the mistake i made jus now... haiz... Sorry guys~!!...

It was Jonathan's chalet, did not went to Aranda Country Club before so very enthu (Kiasu la)... lolx... but anyway, the chalet dun seems to be as big as i think it is... but overall it is a total air-conditioned chalet with nice furnitures and bathroom... We actually sabo-ed Jonathan after the cake cutting and then gave him the present we bought... it actually looks nice on him... lucky...

At abt 12am we made our way home, due to too many ppl, and my car cannot fit in, some took taxi home... as it is still early so i tot of fetching jess home... did not really knw the way, but with Kenneth's help, i knw the way liao... but bad thing happened after that, when jess reached home, i dunno how to go back to Toa Payoh... and i make a silly turn to some "ulu ulu" place... but later luckily i still able to find the expressway home, thanks to the guys' help... and finally made home at 1.30am... phew~!!

I actually very happy today, I applied to NUS liao.... successfully... and I also received a reply for the job at NCS... great~!!... Suddenly i seemed to have throw away a big stone from my brain.... keke... at least there will be something to be occupied during my last 3mths of holiday before i start Uni... haiz...

Recently, due to something happening, i wish i can talk to that person abt my feelings... but then i dun seems to have the courage to talk to tat person... maybe i still need time ba... but then i dunno will i be late...

Heard about the news of Dr Wee Kim Wee, ex-President of Singapore, passed away in the morning... was actually feeling quite sad and also a pity that Singapore actually lose a good leader... My impression of Dr Wee: He is a person with a very "ci xiang" look, very friendly and also a humble person... he is actually 1 of my idol President... the other idol President is the late Mr Ong Teng Cheong.... the both of them are similar in some ways, but also have their ways of communicating and helping Singapore citizens.... I would like to take this opportunity to send my condolences to Dr Wee's family... Maybe i will go visit Istana House tomolo to pay tributes to Dr Wee...

Former Singapore President Wee Kim Wee dies at age 89
State flags on all government buildings to be flown at half-mast
Late Dr Wee Kim Wee's passing a great loss to the nation: President Nathan
Late Dr Wee Kim Wee an outstanding and well-loved President: PM Lee
MFA remembers late Dr Wee Kim Wee as excellent diplomat
Public can pay respects to late Dr Wee at Istana on Tuesday and Wednesday
Family, friends, Singaporeans pay tributes to ex-President Wee Kim Wee
Charity always at forefront of late President Wee's endeavours: NCSS

Dunno whether i can actually get the job at NCS, because if i have the job, i need to take leave for 3 days... haiz... hope not because of the 3 days i lose the job... u all may find it funny, how come i suddenly can go NCS and work... it is because my uncle yesterday actually called me and say that it is better to work in NCS... so he actually let me off from his company... felt so happy, but also guilty that i actually did not help him out... hope he can find a replacement soon...

Today lucky me, i get to watch 5566 "Shao Nian Te Gong Dui" again... becuase my dad actually go work on a Labour Day PUBLIC HOLIDAY lo... so frustrated with it... dunno wat those customers are thinking abt... they need rest so does my father... blehz... then tomolo my father goin to work again... so sianz... but i m actually very proud with my father's working attitude... he never say stop and he never say "NO" to his customers... Way to go, Dad~!!...

Oh ya, Johnathan, i got my NUS letter with me, OK.... stop physco-ing me not having my NUS letter.... blehz

Yesterday too tired liao... so did not update my blog... yesterday was the most tiring working day for me.... Because yesterday the parents actually get to sit in the lessons... so there are alot for us to do... We had to organise the parents into the classes their children are in... then have to talk sense into some AP(Attitude Problem) parents.... they think they very rich, then we actually have to compromise to wat they actually asked for... so idiotic... making our job so tiring... when they din know that they actually get to have enjoy air-con in classrooms while we had to sit under the hot sun... hpmh... The weather is jus so terrible... did nt help us at all... we jus walk a few steps and we are already sweating like hell... at the end of the day, we were all so relieved and also tired, esp our legs because we did not get to sit alot... haiz...

Went to NPCC meeting after that, reach too early, tot will have some cool air in KFC... but seems like the air-con is not working very properly... arghx... so crazy... and meeting started 30 mins later... but it is usual la... sitting in the group of CIs/WCIs.... i was thinking, shld i not be here... because all of them are newbies... lolx... not tryin to say they are lousy, but then seems like i m old liao... haha... as Sanly is one of the coordinator of the NCO course, we had to have another secretary to write the minutes for the meeting... as usual, me n johnathan will be pushing the respondsibilty to each other... ended up with "scissors, paper, stone" and i lost... sob sob... maybe because i worked too much earlier, i was actually shivering while writing the minutes... hahaha.... thinkin abt minutes i realised i have not type out yet... lolx... after the meeting, of course it will be units' meeting... lolx... CIs/WCIs will be gatherin in their units and talked abt their unit's parade... and therefore drag till like 10+ then i can have my dinner... but it seems more like supper liao... haha.... ard 12+ i finally drag myself home and have a good bath... phew
But now my legs and hands are very pain and like no strength to move ard...

Gt a job offered in NCS till Aug... really wanted to go... but then i already promised my uncle to help him out in June school holiday where his computer school will have alot of lessons for children... Called my uncle and ask him if he needed me for the whole June, and he told me "Yes".... haiz... wat to do, i already promised him, n as my principles, i dun like to have unhappy feelings with ppl... so i did not continued to say i dun wan to help... haiz, felt so disappointed, as i m able to actually get 4mths pay in NCS... $$$... sob sob... sounds like i m very $$ minded, but wat to do in need of money la... lolx...

Today went out with Johnathan for dinner, luckily this time i can make it, or else later i will owe him another meal... Btw, Johnathan no need to remind me liao... i will remember it... hpmh.... haha...

Nothing much to do these few days... everything seems to stop, i dun seems to know what i m actually planning to do for the holidays... Now, at home, cook up some food for myself to eat, or play some games online, or watch tv or listen to music... if not, i will helped out my mum with accountings... seems so aimless now... haiz... maybe i shld get hook up with some interesting stuffs like tarot cards, or maybe knitting... or maybe even research on split personality... lolx... watched to much "The Beautiful Illusion" liao...

Jus now watched the news, there was a report on the driving theory test... next time ppl can take it online, and straightaway take the result, need not wait for 2 weeks... Surprisingly, i saw a logo which looks very familiar to me... "NCS"... uh, the programme is actually invented by NCS... cool...

Now waiting for Inuyasha to start... keke... finally i get to watch it again...

Fiona

Fair one : Gaelic

You are fairminded, wise and peaceloving and are always willing to help others. Your mental capabilities and creativity are well marked with wonderful and original ideas which you need to bring to tangible fruition. Perceptive and understanding of others your positive approach to life and influential nature means that you have leadership qualities. There is great potential for success both financially and spiritually.

Came home not long from Zizhe's chalet, now my cheeks are blushing due to the punishment i got jus now... lolx... Actually din know that it was Zizhe's birthday chalet until the last few days, so no time to buy presents, anyway, Zizhe Happy Birthday~!!...

Yesterday afternoon, i went to Novena Square and met up with Joanna, as we wanted to book for the cruise tour... finally in the end we agreed on Penang/Phuket Cruise 4D3N... cool, i finally can go for holiday... i think it had been 3 1/2 years since i go for tour ba... keke... then after the booking we went Orchard to shop ard, lucky me, i got to buy a few clothes... then i went home to prepare to meet Kelly and Shuzhen @ Pasir Ris MRT station @ 6pm, but as usual la, all of us will late... i was late because my eyes are actually glued to the entertainment show "Yu Le Bai Fen Bai"... it was a mini concert of Twins, very curious of what happen so did not made my move until 5.30pm... lolx... when met them, we actually updated on each others time spent and also results, it seems like a gathering... but very happy to see them again, hope we can have a gathering before the guys go for NS... keke

Yesh, finally it is Sunday again, some of u might find it funny y i m so happy, it is not because it is a free day, but something else... lolx... if i say out most of u all might think i siao, but i m not... Every sunday, Channel U will actually broadcast 5566 variety show "Shao Nian Te Gong Dui"... keke... i really like tat because i actually get to see 5566 and i also think that the way they play is also very funny and also fun...

Today very boring, stayed at home the whole day doing nothing... friends actually asked me out, but it is at nite, which i dun think i can or wan to go.... sometimes i will find it very awkward to actually reject them, everytime they ask i will say cannot, which i think they also sian ba... but wat to do, my parents are stricter than yours... haiz... or i shld say i dun like to make my parents unhappy or worried for me, when i m out at nite... anyway, i will be able to go out independently in 1 to 2 years time ba... it is jus the matter of time... tomolo goin to travel agency to actually booked for cruising... so excited and happy, finally can go tour liao... keke

Today the weather is terribly scorching hot... woke up at abt 7.25am to actually have a meeting at 8am jus b4 work starts, but as usual i m late, and my dad fetched me... lolx... As there will be artiste appearance today, the supervisors actually called for a meeting at 8am to dicuss on the details of the movement of the artistes... After meeting, of course we carried on with the setting up of the rooms for the lessons before we proceed to the reception to bring the kids in, at this time, i m already sweating terribly...

Maybe because there is artiste appearance, the whole day seems so fast, as we had alot to do... and of course the kids are so happy to see the artistes and also eager to get signatures from them... during the breaks we, coordinators, had from the lessons, we actually gossiped alot... knew alot of entertainment industry rumours and also "surprises" ba... actually look like 38s, but i think the whole thing was great, because we actually had fun...

Came across my frien's blog and it triggered my mind abt tarot cards, so actually went to search abit abt it... there is something that they say abt tarot cards... "In the past, ppl thinks that it will be bad to actually buy a set of tarot cards for yrself, u actually have to wait for ppl to give u as a gift, then it will be ok"... So those who know when is my birthday, please get the hint, i really wan to learn abt tarot cards... lolx

Today woke up so early, to meet Kum Weng, Ivan, Jeremy and Zizhe @ Harbourfront MRT station to have dian xin at a restaurant... the place is really very grand, all of us actually shocked to see the environment... but we really enjoyed ourselves there ba... ended up with only $14/person for the buffet... Then later Jeremy went to driving lesson while the rest of us decided to watch movie at PS... We watched "Sahara", i like the show, maybe because i like treasure hunting and also those like desert stories, so i pretty like that show... esp. it makes the desert looks so mystery and so lively at the same time... nice show for explorers...

Today actually "some how" counselled my frien abt his relationship matters, then triggered me with few tots, suddenly tot of talking to someone i really wan to talk to, but can't find the person... sob sob, jus think maybe it is no fate la...

Early in the morning, at ard 8.45 ba, while my mind is still in sleeping mode, my hp suddenly rang, with the sleepy mind and blurry eyes, i saw the msg, it is my exam results!!... haiz... did quite ok this time, but not as good as last few semesters, but the sleepy me did not care at all, jus put down my hp and continued sleeping... lolx... until i m fully awake, i went online to check my results and GPA again... neh, still alright... not very bad... Average B...

Tried out kickboxing today, the feeling is jus great, whole body was sweating, even till now my legs are very tired... but it is a great excercise... While on the way home, coincidently, i met a salesman, and he is actually goin to be my coursemate in Uni... that's so coincidence, i had actually know someone out of the blue who is in the same course as me...

Was watching the show "Beautiful Illusions" jus now, getting to be really curious with what causes her to change to a 2nd personality, and what actually happens to her work and her family when she is in the other personality, she even have a different home... which is like... wow, that's amazing... lolx... i m abit siao la... but really very curious and also the show really movtivates one's imagination...

Today is my careless day, so careless me, i actually tot that i-pod can upload the music files to my computer, because i actually reformatted my computer, but in the end, i accidently deleted all the 400+ songs in my i-pod mini... sob sob... so sad, i now actually have to copied the files to my computer and upload again to the i-pod... Argh~!!...

What I did next is to accept a file in MSN sent by my friend... ended up it is VIRUS... keke... abit funny, because i actually blur blur accept it... but nvm la, it is quite easy to solve... Lucky me~!!... lolx...

Today is a terrible terrible day, everything dun seems to go well for me. Dunno issit because it is retribution or wat, but i think i m feeling very terrible today...

Firstly, i found out that i actually overwrite a document that is very impt to my mum; secondly, i messed up a surprise plan, which i din meant to... suddenly had this feeling that i m actually not really needed in the world, everyone dun seems to be happy with me at all... din know y got this feeling but then it is so strong, that it make my mood changes for the whole day... I hope this type of days dun come again... i dun like it at all... Argh~!!...

Came home @ abt 1am plus yesterday, so did not really get to write any posts... Yesterday, was really tiring, i had to wake up at 7am, and get ready myself to go for work @ Mediacorp... today is the first time that i have to go on my own, because my dad is not feeling well, so dun wan to trouble him, but as usual i m still late and do not have enough time for bus trip, so relunctantly i took taxi there... so waste money sia... but what to do... Surprisingly, when i reached there, i m the earliest... and somemore the doors are not opened yet... so i jus have to walk ard mediacorp for awhile lo... what actually make me frustrated is, when i come early, everyone actually came later, which was like so "qi"... then of course, as the doors were opened late, we had to rush ard to prepare the rooms for the classes, making all of us so sweaty and tired early in the morning... and because of today's NKF, the route where the bus usually travels to bring the kids over to the child care centre was actually closed, making us have to change route... everything was abit messy, but was in the end handled well...

The weather was actually not being very nice yesterday, it was actually very sunny in the morning, then suddenly it rains only very little in the afternoon, then again the sun came out, making the place so humid, eee, i hate that feeling... at the duration of the 4th session, most of us drop dead on the floor, trying to get some slee before the kids actually ends their lesson... Once the classes ends, of course we were very happy, as it is the end of the whole day, and the weather at that time became very cloudy and windy, which i dun like, as i dun need this kind of weather now... lolx... after the packing up and clearing the things, we all gathered at the canteen to celebrate Liling's belated birthday, actually planned a surprise for her, in the end, it was being exposed... haiz... so sad... After eating the cake, Lisa decided to give me a ride to TPY MRT station.... and i took the train to Bugis to meet my NPCC friends... Luckily i m not the last to reach...

We actually had our steamboat at 1 of the restaurant "Xian De Lai Shanghai Cusine" at Liang Seah St, the soup base were quite good, but then the service was not very good, because they did not have enough helpers, and the waiteress get very frustrated when u hurry her... haiz... we actually ate till 10pm before we decided to make our payment... At first, Jessica tot it will be like $17+/person but in the end it is $23/person... of course some are abit not happy to part with their $$, but i think we do not eat tis type of food frequently, so it is alrite... after that we went to Bugis Junction to plan for our next activity... come to planning the next activity, it is always very long, maybe because got gers ard ba, planning activity will be more difficult for them... but in the end, they decided to take the train to City Hall first then change to the Jurong East line and decide again... in the train they decide again, then coming to Somerset station, they hesitate to go out, at the last few seconds, suddenly all of us rushed out of the mrt... which was very frightening, but exciting... lolx... Ended up in Cineleisure after a few minutes of walk, then deciding wat to do again... Jessica at first tot of Kbox, then sing till 1am, so we actually called our parents to ask for permission to go home later... (Guai guai gers mah... lolx)... then we make our way up to the kbox and movie counter... then we asked for the kbox pricing, in the end it is very ex, so we dropped the idea and jus have a coffee session at cafe cartel, while the guys will watch movie after we go off... now it is decision time again, they will quarrelling on watchin which show... Install or Guess Who, again a long long time before they finally decided on Install... lolx...
Bought the tixs, we made our way down to cafe cartel, on our way down, we saw Rongzhen, Shengjie, Rongli, Hanbin and his gf sitting at tcc... wow, wat a coincidence, as i saw RZ in the morning liao... lolx... Sitting in Cafe Cartel, as usual la, the guys saw some pretty gers... lolx... and was like talking and talking abt it... chat and chat until 1am, I n jess make our way home... of course in taxi... they were saying that city cab will be charging 35% more of the total amount, but in the end it is 50%, because the 35% charge is only until 12.59am... lolz....Back home, my whole body was like aching, dunno y, but till now my body is still aching badly, maybe stand too long yesterday ba... haiz... pain sia...

Today is the first ever earliest time i woke up... jus because my sis need to go for the matriculation excercise, and i have to follow because i need to help her see the notebooks' fair... This time, Ngee Ann Poly did not offer Toshiba notebooks, din know y, but i guessed it is because that MEL service centre actually receives alot of repairs and maintenance from Toshiba users... lolx... they actually offered IBM, Dell and Acer... at first, i tot Acer will be good, but after listening to what the IBM personnel say, i think my sis will choose the IBM... true enough they decide for IBM, which i think it wil be better for my sis's course...

In the evening, when to City Hall MRT station to meet my F04 classmates, finally we had this gathering, which is like very difficult to have one, thanks to Eugene and Shu Zhuang... although some did not make it, but i think we really enjoyed ourselves... Had our dinner at the Carlton Hotel Cafe for an International Buffet... the food there is actually quite yummy, we actually had alot of crayfishes, making it more like a crayfishes buffet... esp. Darren actually ate i think about 12 halves of the crayfishes, which is damm scary... we also make the cafe more lively with out laughters... keke... and the waiters are also very friendly, esp. when 1 of the waiter had already became Darren's friend... lolx... We chit chat and eat until abt 10pm, then we decided to go off, by then all of us almost ate till our stomach were about to burst... lolx... After payment, we took some pics in the hotel, which makes us like tourists... lolx... Overall, I really enjoyed myself...

Hi hi, back to my blog again... because recently i have to share my internet with my sis, so did not have time to sit down and write my blog... but from today onwards, i will be able to update my blog everyday... because i got wireless installed in my house... it is great... keke...

Recently nothing much to do, only slack at home, watch tv and also helped my mum to do some accounting... that's all i did at home... really very sianz... but from tomolo onwards i m sure my days will be much better... because all my friends have actually finished their exams by today... the feeling is great... yeah, finally got company to go out with...

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Examz over a few days later, i packed my lagguage and made my way to Malaysia with my family... we went there for "Shao Mu" and also holiday to Genting Highlands... We set off at about 4.30am on Friday morning... Met up with my mum's sis, Aunt Jessy, and her family, then we continued our journey to Genting Highlands, stopped at abt half the journey for toilet and also eating break... lolx... then continued again... and stopped at the middle of the mountain for a seafood meal... My father power sia... he actually drove the whole journey which is about 6 hours... cool sia... i admire him sia...

Then reaching there, as it was still early, we hung ard the coffee bean cafe for a tea break, before we made our way down the mountian to Awana Resort to check in... Actually, it is troublesome to travel up n down the mountain but what to do... anyway, Awana Resort was already known for its creepy and haunted environment, and true enough we actually experienced it... some may thing it shld not be those "things", but we jus can't explained why does it happen... something actually happened to our bun that we brought from singapore... this red bean bun actually got eaten halfway, but the wrapper is still nicely in place in the bag... it is even at the bottom of the bag... so it couldn't be rats... if it is then the bag will actually being bitten and also the place will be messy... and 1 more funny thing is that there is still another bread on top of the bun... and yet it is not eaten at all... lol...

Anyway, we din bother to think much at all... we proceed with our schedule to the cemetery of my great grandfather/mother and also my grandmother to pray and also clean the tomb... we also put firecrackers near the tomb... it is very different from singapore... then we proceed to the next cemetry to also do the same things for 1 of my relative but i forgot how we are related... keke... as usual we go to 1 of the restaurant and have our lunch before we do our shopping... actually it is my father doing his shopping... lolx... after that, we went back to the house where all my other relatives are... to actually wait for them and go back to Genting together... at the expressway, my father get to let me drive... this is actually the first time i broke my record... i actually drove at 120km/h... which is like scary too... then after the expressway, i changed with my dad, because goin up the slope is quite difficult...

Back to Genting, yeah... fun time, with a few cousins even better, we had our dinner at pizza hut, then we go for archery and some arcade games, lastly we went to bowling... fun n enjoyable... the next day is quite short, we actually had only 3 hours to play in the outdoor theme park... getting into the theme park was actually quite thrillin, we actually wanted to cheat our way thru by showing the same card, but then in the end, we were caught and got the person's lecture... then too bad lo, we have to buy the tic... actually played only 3 games altogether... the corkscrew, gold kart and space shot... but overall quite fun... then we made our way down at 3, had lunch/dinner at the middle of the mountain, then continued the trip until we made a stop at a rest station... then i continued to drive the car all the way back to singapore... it is great...

Yeah~!!... Finally i got the time to blog and change my blog template... before someone keep on suaning me on my maintainence of my BLOG... keke...

Today, actually went to TPY central for a walk and see if there is any job available... then ended up hitting onto Ivan and GuanBin... they actually came for the interview in KBox... so tot also wan to look for job then followed them there lo... filled up the form and waited for my turn... At last, i think i could not make it for the job, because the person need a full timer, but i only can work till Jul... so i think if tomolo the person-in-charge did not call me, then i will go for either the data entry or the tution... hope i can find a job soon b4 i really no $$... Will update you all on the past few days wat i have been doing... keke... i know abit late la... but i too busy sia... then the stupid singtel, so lousy and unstable connection...

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Hey, everyone... here to tell u wat i have did for the whole of Chinese New Year Holidays plus a few more days until today... keke... very long story, i think...

8th Feb (Chinese New Year Eve):
Went to school for the 2 hours lecture... then went home to help my mum prepare the renuion dinner... wow, this time i prepared most of the dishes because my mum wanted to clean the house... keke... felt so accomplishing... i also got took pics of the dishes for the renuion dinner... lolx... then after dinner, all of us sat down in front of the TV and watch the programmes... then later at abt 10.30pm, my aunt came.. obviously the reason is to play mahjong... lolx... then we were like watching the countdown to Chinese New Year and played the mahjong till abt 12.45am... not bad... at least i won some money for the game... keke...

9th Feb (Chinese New Year Day 1):
This time we r very late... lolx... because can't wake up lo... then in the end all the visit will late... every year, as usual lo, first to Grandma's place @ West Coast, then to one relative's place @ Bukit Merah, then lastly to my Auntie's place @ Chinatown... then play mahjong there and chit chatting with my relatives... Back home at abt 12.30am...

10th Feb (Chinese New Year Day 2):
Today Jessica invite us to her house to "bai nian" but too bad, my relatives will come at night for steamboat and gambling session... lolx... in the noon, we went to PS Carrefour to buy the ingredients and food for the steamboat... then start preparing the food when reach home... soon my aunt who is closest to me arrived... then awhile later all arrived... and they started the mahjong game... this year even best... 1 table not enough, then i need to open the 2nd one... but the 2nd one, tiles are smaller la... then later blackjack also started... lolx... wow, gambling den sia... lolx... the whole thing ended at 12am...

11th Feb (Chinese New Year Day 3):
Sianz... today still in chinese new year mood but need to attend school... for a 3 hours practical lab... then jeffrey they all intend to come to my house for a mahjong session... lolx... actually is suggested by shu zhen, but in the end she din come... we played 1 n abt half round game b4 i go to my auntie's house for dinner... there we "lao yu sheng" then again mahjong session, luckily i quickly excuse myself from the mahjong session, because i actually lost alot in the noon liao... lolx...

12th Feb (Chinese New Year Day 4):
Nothing much to do la... but in the afternoon close to evening, we went to my Grandma's place for a buffet... and recieve ang bao there... lolx... from someone i dunno... earn extra ang bao... keke...

Finally back from movie... it was totally frustrating... i actually went to watch the movie "I Do I Do"... because i got 2 free tixs from the i-weekly contest... keke... join for fun then got it liao... hehe, earned a pair of free tixs... which i actually dun intend to spend money to watch the movie...

Reached Lido @ 6.15pm, then getting ready to collect the tixs @ 6.30pm... when i go collect, the person tell me that the show will only strat at 9.15pm, because the celebrities have something on, and will come later for the preview... so angry... me and joanna ended up shopping ard orchard from Shaw house to Far East Plaza then to Tangs... but i dunno i shld say i m lucky or i m unlucky tat i got to waste money thru the shopping, bought a pair of earrings and a pair of shoes... haiz... then @ 9.10pm we reached back to Lido... and entered the theatre... i tot the celebrities will be watching the show with us... but in the end, no celebrities actually appeared... making me wonder y do we have to wait for them to come then can start the movie... lolx... but the show, i shld say is better than the previous few... i quite enjoyed the show la... but i think it worth $6.50... the talking is the comedy part... with the mixtures of chinese, english, hokkien and also cantonese... lolx... finished the movie at 11.15pm... so tiring...

Reach the end of the 2 weeks break... during these 2 weeks break, it is tiring but fulfilling... i managed to clean and tidy my study room as well as my bedroom... so great and shiok... now my study room and bedroom look so great, tidy and also spacious... keke...

Tomolo starting school liao... dun feel like goin leh... feel like taking it as a Chinese New Year Holiday... lolx... but too bad cannot la... tomolo start with Wireless and Remote Access... Remote Access 1st practical lesson, hope it will not be that difficult sia...

Back from the INC chalet... the gathering was fun but also many happenings... lolx

Met Jpaul and Shu Zhen to buy the bbq food at White Sands Shopping Center... then later we took taxi to Aloha Loyang, and met Kamal and the others... Once we reach there, we put the food we bought into the refrigerator... then i start cutting the stingray... fishy fishy hands... lolx... after that, I and Shu Zhen nothing much to do so took a packet of tibits and watch TV... keke... and we also took some pics by the swimming pool... then suddenly we saw Yen Lung running out of the chalet to the swimming pool saying that Jpaul injured his leg while cycling... so we rush in to see wat happen... as we dun have medical items, Yen Lung and I went to buy the medical items... this is the first time i cycled so fast sia... lolx... when i reach back, the mahjong tiles have reached... lolx... so me and Shu Zhen decided to play mahjong... because she wan to learn more... keke... then we had our mahjong session all the way, until the guys arrived... of course they wan to gamble, so we let them our seats... lolx... then i was walking ard, seeing and also photographing wat each person is doing... lolx... then as i m lazy to bbq, i decided to steal some food to eat... keke... then at 9, we start to gather in front of the tv to watch the Lucky Charm... nice show...

After that, they decide to go to the beach to drink alcohol... then the guys decide to go Toa Payoh to play LAN until the next morning... then i was thinking if they go play LAN then i also can go home liao mah... keke... but then i also wan to play mahjong... so tot again, i stay la... then play my mahjong... so i followed them to the NTUC chalet to buy alcohols but too bad the CHEERS was closed... so they decide to buy from outside, and those who dun drink asked them to buy green tea... keke... then we walked to the beach to wait for our drinks... then when the drinks arrive... we paid and took our drinks back to the chalet to start out mahjong... keke... but the mahjong session was bad... i paid my "school fee" there... lolx... but while playing, news was brought back to the chalet that verlyn and maureen were drunk... then 1 by 1 were brought back by some friends by taxi... verlyn still ok la... but maureen was totally drunk, she was very stubborn and didn't even want to have some warm drinks... haiz... but after that everything is settled and maureen and verlyn were back to sleep... then, i suddenly felt my nose very runny... then in seconds, my nose starts to bleed... argh... this is the first and ever my nose bleed... haiz... terrible... then i "ah choo", the blood split to my clothings... so saddening and awkward... sianz... then bo bian have to wash up... after wash up, jeffery wan to play another round of mahjong again... i was like omg, he seems to have a lot of money that day... ready to gamble mahjong sia... lolx... i quit the game... then they played till ard 7.30am... then we decided to go off liao...

Now nothing to do, so decide to write a early post... keke... very boring sia... now that the 2 weeks break starts, i actually dun have much to do... maybe catch up with my ANS journal and online test, then do the presentations for the IS modules... oh ya, and also need to clear my things to welcome the chinese new year... seeing my room i think there will be alot to clean ba... haiz...

Jus to summarize what happen yesterday... finally finish my AR test... i m very relaxed now... of course enjoying my 2 weeks plus a few days of holiday... so shiok.. this is the 1st sem that i do not need to take common test... so i actually have the full 2 weeks to play ard... keke...

Help out in the Open House during wed and thurs... it is actually quite boring but at least i did something for the school... lolx... on wed, Jpaul told me that the Philip Jukebox is only selling @ $200 but it is selling fast... that's actually a great deal... but thinking abt it again... i actually need to take out a $200 amount of money out... which is a large sum... when my mum check i sure get scolding... sob sob... in the end i did not get to buy it... haiz... miss the offer~!!... Then on thursday, we was told to stand beside the project and explain to the guests on wat the project was abt... the duty is fun, because we can actually move ard in the convention hall... keke... at times, i will goi to our INC booth, and help out... but too bad la... no one approach us in INC... sob sob... we also cheat some goodies from the ECE booth... lolx... After my duty in ECE, i go to INC to help out... it was fun... because our lecturer actually tell us to explain our attachment experience to the Year 2 students... then we also get to introduce INC to the students who came for the open house... i really like doing the introduction of our course... lolx... although i dun really like the course la... keke... then ard 4 my sis came with her friends, then as usual i also introduce them to my course... and answer their questions for any other course... dunno y... i really like explaining the courses to them... keke...

Then after that meet Jack, Desmond, Jie Larp and Ying Larp for dinner... then during the dinner Jack and Jie Larp was like comparing each other poly... lolx... we also go for movie ... the show is great... esp. J.Lopez, her figure is great then the way she dance is very elegant... almost inspire me to take up dancing... lolx... u all may laugh... but i m serious... keke...

Help~!!... tomolo is the AR final test... i m really very exhausted till now... i belive all my friends and course mates are now mugging on their AR books and even the Cisco website... u all might be thinking how come i still have the time to write blog... but i also need a rest... i making use of my rest time now... argh~!!... so terrible... seems so many routing protocols to remember... then i always mix them up... those who r in the same boat as me, knows what i mean...

Anyway, wish everyone good luck for tomolo test... and also myself.... Good luck~!!

Terrible day today... i had did the worst lab ever in my whole 3 years... today i was actually quite relaxed in the beginning, hours before the lab test started... then, outside of the lab room, my friends suddenly talked about the extendable command which i actually wrote wrongly in the journal... then of course i startled and starts to hurry myself, causing myself to be gan chiong...

Starting the lab, looking at the questions i being to be more nervous... seems as if the paper is alien to me... w/o delay i faster do the cabling according to the topology... everything looks ok when suddenly shichun trip over the cables... that really frightened me... i was like suddenly blank out... then i hurried to check my cables, see if it was being d/c... then back to my seat... i was shivering by then, i quickly finish the basic configurations... during configuration i missed out alot of things... luckily, i checked thru again... then suddenly when i wan to check my IP address for the computer... the computer suddenly stuck... i actually freaked out... i restart the computer, then again the computer jam again... i was like... wat the... quickly request to change computer... then i was lucky enough to get 5 more mins from teacher to finish up the test... but i still did not managed to do some questions... and also i din even check my configuration... i din even know if u did correct or not... My whole mood was like totally pulled down...

This Thursday still have AR Final test... i sure die in the test... because i dun like the way Cisco ask questions... their English is too chim for me... Wish me luck sia~!!

Today very happy... 1st was because my parents finally let me drive alone... although the distance is short (From Office to House)... but i think it is a great start... really felt that my parents began to have trust in me... my parking also have improve alot... thanks to my dad~!!...

Then the 2nd thing was tat i PASSEd my NAPFA test... i was actually quite surprised that I passed... But i nearly failed due to the 2.4KM... I reach the final end at the very very last seconds... which was very lucky for me... when i reach the final point, then the person shouts "Time Up~!!"... Phew... Quite relaxed now... but still feeling the aching of my body especially my leg muscles... i think i tomolo will have a hard time standing up... my legs might feel jelly... lolx

Today went to meeting and during meeting saw Shaun, Roy and Wee Chiang... they were shopping ard Junction 8, then Shaun came to look for us, to see wat r we talking abt... then in a few minutes, I was called to their table for chatting... and they suggested to have a chalet with the Sec 4e1, e2 and e3... I was at first surprised that they wanted to have a gathering... but i think it is really great to have one... then we came out with an idea to have a blog specially for the gathering...

Friends who shld be involved in the gathering, pls check out more details @ http://seeyouthere.blogspot.com and reply us as soon as possible on the dates that you will be free...

Stress~!!... i believe this week would be a stressful week for me... with MPC presentation and documentation, then comes the NAPFA test (although it is not important to gers, but i really hope i can pass so that the application for the MHA Uniformed service scholarship will be easy for me)... then next week will be the AR final and practical test... Stress sia~!!!... until now, if u ask me... i will still say i got alot of queries on AR... jus tat i have not really started my studying for AR...

Dunno y these day, studying seems very difficult for me... not tat the modules are very difficult, it is that my mindset is still not tune to the studying mode... feel very shag and tired this sem... dun feel like do any other stuffs, other than studying ONLY~!!... haiz... but wat to do, have to tune myself to the studying cum test mode, before it is too late... Tune! tune! tune!... Seems like alot of things have not been done yet... so jialat... HOW??... ARGH~!!

First friday of the Year 2005... no Sec 1 orientation, or shld I say there was no intake of sec 1s, so Braddell-Westlake carried on the normal training today... so sianz... in future trainings, it will be on friday... which it is like most CIs cannot make it because of lessons...

Something new today~!!... we actually started our VERY FIRST fancy drill session with the sec 4s & 5s... and looks like the response was quite good... n i also get to learn the basic steps too... hope i wun forget until the next training... lolx... anyway, really hope fancy drill can be performed during speech day and annual parade... hope everything will go on smoothly too...

Today did quite a meaningful thing... went to NPCC HQ to help with the packing of clothes, blankets and etc... but sad thing to say, i was late... i overslept due to the outing jus this morning...lolx...

When i reached there, they have already stopped folding the boxes for a very long time liao... then i heard that they might go back after lunch... i was like thinking, hmm... in this way, i not come for nothing and have a free lunch... this make me so guilty during the lunch time, so i "compensated" by helping them to take drinks and the packet food... before i start to eat mine... after lunch, i also helped to clean the garbage all over the drilling shed... luckily, the In-Charge annouced that there were some more clothings to pack... so the packing continued... n i got to help out for a while... which i think i can be relieved about... hehe...

The In-Charge actually tot that we will finish by evening, but as we are very efficient, we finished by ard 1.30pm... lolx... seems so accomplished... so we will allow to go off early...

Evening time, went to my aunt's house for a family gathering, then ended up helping to cook the food... after dinner, they wanted to play mahjong, then ended up i have to join in because my father dun wan to play... haiz... as they are too expert, i lost terribly @ $18... but luckily not i pay... lolx... is my father paying... keke... next time i dun wan to play with them liao la... i always lose when playing with them...

Jus came back from the celebration of new year with my NPCC friends... today seems to be travelling the most... From Marina Bay --> Marina Square --> Suntec City --> Millenia Walk, then finally found the place to eat our dinner... but we splited into 2 groups, one to yoshinoya, then the other to one jap fastfood jus beside it... seems so funny, then we had our photo taken at the escalators... then travel back to Ang Mo Kio for pool...

Quite alot of things happen today... jus wan to tell them i m alright, jus feeling tired that's y quite emotional...

Yesterday, almost quarelled with my cousin's mother-in-law, then today was actually being "abundant" 2 times... lolx... so feel quite sad and uneasy... sorry pals for making the day not joyful, seems to have spoilt yr New Year celebration... I m terribly sorry for what i have done to u all...

Some asked me what's my resolution for 2005... thinking abt that, i seems to not have any... lolx... never tot of any... but if there is one, it would be going to U after finishing my dipolma ba... becuase my father wants me to continue straightaway after my diploma... haiz... then of course i also hope i can earn alot of money at the same time, so my parents can relax abit...

Taking this opportunity, i would like to thanks all my friends who tolerate me thru 2004, and also share my hapiness, sadness and also worries... Thanks alot~!!... Let's look forward for the year 2005...

Lastly, Wish all my friends a Happy 2005 New Year~!! All the best in the new year~!!