As promise, my Orientation Group, Pharos: God Of Strength, photos~!!

During Station Games

During Amazing Race

Hi everyone, back from holiday... it is a fun one, but i think quite short... keke... will organise more next time...


Today had dinner at my block nearby, saw this big TV showing the soccer, but i think the boss did this decision of buying a big TV very late lo, the World Cup is finishing soon then he buy... haiz... but at least ppl will get to see the final match on big screen for now... keke...

Will be away till wed nite... so will start blogging again on thurs... cya then...

Had a shopping cum heritage tour with my sis today... we travelled from Far East Plaza --> Wisma --> Taka --> Cine --> Heeren then to Suntec City --> Memorial Tower --> Merlion Park --> Esplande and lastly to Marina Square... phew... long journey... because my sis need to take pics for her project... i would say it is a recap of heritage tour for me... lolx...

Anyway, while travelling from Taka to Cine, we saw a crowd circling ard a boy who is playing on the drum so professionally... he is such a cute 7 years old boy, and the way he play the drums is jus great... then after outside Meritus Mandarin, we saw a group of malay actors filiming... then at Heeren, we saw a group of Malays dancing some street dance aging from 7 to 16 years old ba... the kids' dancing were fantastic...

The boy with his drums

The Malay Filming

The Memorial Tower with Swissotel

The famous Hot Air Balloon where everyone will take a shot of it

Fiona pointing to the "Durian"...

Beautiful Scenery

Merlion having a "shower" to welcome the S2006 visitors

The cute cartoon of Merlion behind the shower curtain

The nice Sunset near the bridge

Uncle fishing by the bridge??

Esplanade

The beautiful Sunset @ Marina Square

Back from camp yesterday, too tired to post an entry so decided to post it now... the camp was jus so happening, it is a really different experience i had compare to other camps that i have attended... i really enjoyed it alot...

Although i am a counsillor for one of the group, but i still get to play the games the group have to play... so i think i really enjoyed it myself as a camper too... they have treasure hunt, amazing race, secret pal event, finale dinner and dance nite, war games and many more other games... but my legs was so poor thing... kanna mosquito bites, scratches and even rashes... till now i still feeling itchy...

Anyway, i dun wanna go thru the whole camp programme, so stay tuned for the photos... i will get it upload asap... keke

Today went to many places to look for my camp stuff... keke really tiring, but hope tomolo the NUS Computing Freshmen Orientation Camp will be a fun and enjoyable one... 4 days 3 nites leh... so long... haiz... then 3 days after my camp, goin to Genting... yeah~!!...

So i will not be blogging for like 4 days ba... so dun miss me wor~!!... keke will try to update you all on the camp asap...

Came across this website, and tried on it... for me, it is quite accruate... so tot of sharing with u all...
http://www.handwritingwizard.com/

Maybe some of u have tried before... but those who have not try and go take a look and try on it...

While preparing materials for the students, i came across one website... it is actually a Dolphin Beach Resort... oh gosh... my fav~!!... it is actually at Florida's West Coast - St. Pete Beach... looking at the scenery and the environment... really mades me wan to be there straightaway to play with the dolphins... those who really know me will know that my fav is dolphin... argh~!!... i really hope i can be there... but looking at the prices of the accomodation, i think it will be another 10 years before i can made a trip there... haiz... those who are interested, can take a look at the website http://www.dolphinbeach.com/

The pic jus made me wan to be there~!!

Today the kids were real naughty... almost out of control, have to raise my voice a lot of time, until i almost lose my voice... haiz...

Went to Ngee Ann Poly to watch a Singing Competition & Tank Autograph Session... the singing competition was very boring, because we actually have to listen to 32 contestants each singing FULL song... and somemore my friend is at the very last... phew... tiring... after the competition, Tank came on stage to sing... he sang lot of songs like "三国恋" , "我们小时候", "挺你到底", "给我你的爱", "好人友好报"(composed for S.H.E), "解脱"(张惠妹 song) and English songs like "Kiss Me"... jus like opening a mini concert... i like the way he sing... his voice is great...

Anyway, my friend got in to the next round... so great... wish him all the best...

A pose by Tank

Today i made a big mistake... I do not know y, but i woke up at 1.15pm... which was damn late, and was late for my work... i dunno y i jus can't wake up today... feeling so drowsy... but anyway, i rushed to my workplace but was still late... feel so sorry for my boss... he had to take over me for awhile...

This time i am teaching a group of Pri 1 to 6 students, a group of talkative and a little mischievous kids, but can be quite helpful and fun at times...

Sometimes teaching really made a person feel a sense of achievement, and i really feel very great teaching... keke

Had a small overnight stay at En's house yesterday, and was back in the morning today... Reason for stay: To be made Unknown... Anyway, before we make our way to En's house, we had a small mahjong session at my place... very long din have mahjong session with my Sisters liao... and they seems to forget how to play, but got hold of it close the end of the session...

Multi-tasking mahjong mates~!!

Shots with the Dinosaur Playground:

At ard 4.30pm, we made our way to En's house to put our barang barang before we go out and have fun... keke... as En have something on, me, jess and zhen went to City Hall to settle some thing before we proceed to Marina South to have our dinner @ Zhen Fa Live Seafood Steamboat... keke... was quite crowded there but we managed to get our table 30 mins later ba... and we started our long-waited dinner... Joanna joined us later and told us her deadly incident with the taxi driver... lolx... after dinner, we went to arcade to have a little fun before we go to Harry's Pub to meet En... watch the world cup match - Czech vs Ghana... 1st time experiencing live atmosphere, the feeling is quite good...

Butter Prawns~!!

After the match, we made our way back to En's house and continue with our gossips and fun... play Game of Life, then continue with our Mahjong session all the way to the mext morning and have breakfast @ MacDonald before we made out way home... keke...

Playing Mahjong On the Floor~!!

Different Posture of playing mahjong on the floor:

Playing Mahjong with Monopoly $$~!!??

Feeling very tired now, but enjoy the overnight stay... i believe we will be having more mahjong session ba... lolx... tomolo need to start working liao... phew~!!

So, how's the training session today?... haha, fun people but boring training... I was actually have the training session with a group of Temasek Poly students, they are great ppl... really envy them, it gives me the feeling of going back to my poly life... haiz...

Anyway, the training is boring because we are jus goin thru the slides when we already had the slides handout... talking about Singapore geographical location to history then to political issues of Singapore... actually learnt alot of other things, and also a revision for my history... keke... we also get to learn about the "Go the Extra Mile Service" tat is for the service industry...

What i dun like was that, Uni students duty was swop with the poly students duty. My duty changed from a bus host to jus a hospitality desk... so boring... i join this event because i wanted to experience being a bus host, in the end i jus have to sit by the helpdesk and wait for ppl to come ask me questions... -_-

Although the program have not end, it is my last day today teaching this group of kids, because i tomolo need to attend a training, therefore cannot teach them tomolo... Today teaching was much easier, dunno wat actually happened but then they seems to be better than previous... at least some of them knows their work already... really enjoy teaching them, although they are sometimes quite irritating, keep on calling "Teacher, Teacher"... lolx... I am also quite happy today, because one of the parents actually told me that her son enjoys the class, but maybe because it is using computer... lolx... but anyway, that's an encouragement to me... keke

Tomolo i will be having a training, it is actually for the Singapore 2006 i have mentioned earlier... but i will be training with a group of NYP students because i missed the training for NUS students, hope it will be a pleasant one...

Today class was a little choatic but still managable... I wonder are the kids these days too welfare that their education level actually drops?... what happen today was y i thought of this question... the kids were relying on me to give them answers; they also keep on saying "I don't know" and keep calling me to help them... i dunno what happen to kids nowadays... is it that schools are getting more and more relaxed with the education?... haiz... i really hope i can be of some help to them, but i think i will try my best during the lessons they have with me ba...

Yeah~!!... LMSC Course is finally over... these 3 days were really tired, not that the program is making me tired but my shoe is making me tired and pain... now my legs are so pain... today actually should be going to the Police Carnival @ Police Academy for duty, but in the end i did not go, because i did not have the strength to wake up and i also having sore throat and flu again... the sickness is back again... oh my god~!!... y?!

This LMSC course really made me learnt alot of things, from coordination to lecturing, i really gain alot of experience... anyway, Sec 3s, this is jus the beginning there are more to come for your unit...

Tomolo goin to work again... hope it will be a smooth one...

Breaking Record!!

The Sakae Sushi Gang decided to break record on 6 June 2006... keke~!! And they did it... lolx!!

6 June 2006

7 May 2006

Phew... finally the day is over... Taught a class of K2 to Primary 2 kids in CDAC Tampines, today added 2 more kids, and the bad thing is that the both of them have very poor understanding of english, and i use a lot of strength to help them to understand... but they are cute... keke... din even had my breakfast and lunch before that, making me feel so hungry after teaching... but i still cannot eat as i have to rush to KCPSS to wait for the notes for LMSC to arrive... waited for like 1 hour plus then the notes arrived, because the person made a mistake with Presbyterian High School, due to the word "Presbyterian"... haiz... in anyway i still can't believe what i see, as in the size of the notes, gosh, so small~!!...

After settling everything, went to Orchard to meet up with my buddies for dinner... Sakae Sushi again... but i really enjoy it, because we always get to talk alot there... we talk from when we are in secondary school - how we met and wat interesting things happen... until now what's happening... i really like these gatherings alot... hope to have more... haha, but have more liao then lesser to update... hehe... anyway, i m waiting for 17th June... keke... :X

A little crabby Thian Meng bought during the Girls' Bridage Fun Fair @ KCPSS.

Craby on Jack's back... keke

Crabby peeping out of the bag

Hey, i m back... i believe most of you have give up on my blog liao ba... lolx... i really wanted to write but then not much event happening so din tot of writing... anyway, there more things to update now... keke

I have been the Coordinator of Area 4 Leadership Mentoring Skills Course, a big responsible, but i seems to enjoy it. I learnt alot from the planning and the coaching. Although many mistakes and hipcups were met, and i believe there are more to come as the course is not over yet, but i think i will be able to cope with it, as i have a group of great CIs and HOs... all the way~!!

As for my studies, i din do very well, i wanted to give up at a point of time, all thanks to my great friends, thanks for all the support, if not for you all, i believe i wouldn't be here (seems like i almost died, but i certainly have the tot)... but its alrite now~!!...

This 2 weeks will be long weeks for me, so many things to do...
Mon & Tues - Work
Wed - LMSC Preparation and Final Meeting
Thurs to Sat - Area 4 LMSC
Sun - Police Carnival Duty
Mon & Tues - Work
Wed - S2006 Training

Wooah, 10 days of continue work... all the best to me...

Yesterday had a terrible day... i was struggling, there was no one at home all the way till 11pm, then i felt so breathless, nothin i study seems to come to my mind, i was repeating studying wat i have study previously, trying very hard to remember... i almost wanted to faint, it was really like a asthma coming... wanted to look for ppl to talk to, but scare i will disturb them, so i jus keep it to myself... really very helpless and weak yesterday, dunno wat happen but was really scary, until my parents are back then i feel the relieve... :(

Had a great fun yesterday, a long waited YEP gathering was held at Myint's place. Thanks Myint for providing the place... looks like we gers did a great job in organising the gathering... really hope to have more next time... I really had a great break from my busy schedule and exam preparation during the gathering... it was really relaxed... All of us will talking about what we did in Vietnam, the sign language and vietnam language... we will like thinking again and again, the fun things and amazed things we did during the trip... lolx... of course, we also update each other on what we are busy with now...

When the nite is about to end, which i think is the best part of the whole gathering, Sam suggested to meet on 5 Dec 2011 @ Ngee Ann Polytechnic Library, which i think it will be a great day to look forward to... i know it is still a long way ahead, but i believe working towards that day would be great... keke... really wonder wat will happen...

Oh ya, thank you Myint and Zhi Guang for walking home with me... thanks alot...

Yeah~!!... i finally got the long-waited show, i think it is from sec 2 until now ba... lolx... finally i found the show i wanted... "She's all that"... it is a great show for gers, for guys i dunno la... lolx... but i really like the plot, the actor is handsome and the actoress is pretty... so compatible... haha...

Recently was watching a Korean show "My Name is Kim San Soon" <<我的名字叫金三顺>>... It is a great show, i believe some of u have watched it, with handsome guys and pretty gers... lolx... Hyun Bin - 玄彬, he is jus so cute and handsome... lolz...

But watching this show, also indicate tat i do not have the discipline to study... sob sob... i really feel very sorry... i know it is time for study, but i dunno y, i jus dun have the discipline to concentrate on studying... haiz... really very sorry...

我的名字叫金三顺

玄彬

Realise that it have been 1 mth since i wrote my last blog entry... really busy with homework and project these few weeks... tired... next week got 2 tests... sianz...

Today actually felt myself quite a failure, nothing seems to be done correct when it comes to me. I never check whether this is correct before giving out the news; i never can able to solve any big problems... i dun seems to have the idea of what to do when "big" things happen... i dunno if i m worth the rank... i duno y everyone is keeping everything to themselves... y dun they jus stop everyone and say out what they feel...

Phew... finally got the time to write my blog... these few days from the start of new year eve till now, i have not been able to sleep early... because Chinese New Year is jus so much fun... with the visiting from house to house, to collecting of Ang Baos then to the Mahjong session and "Lao Yu Sheng"... Chinese New Year is so happening... i only get to sleep every nite at about 1-2am... lolx...

School work also non-stop... i think i goin to have problem with 1 module... Java programming... haiz... tat's terrible... really hope i can pick it up by this week, before it gets worser...

Valentine's Day coming... hope i can earn as much money as possible... this year is goin to be a "big hole in the pocket" for me...

The Renuion Dinner Set Meal... lolx

My Cute Cousin

My Cute Niece

Phew... today finally got the HO posting... heard it from my frien... then i was thinkin and thinking if i m able to get to the choice i wan to... finally at abt 5pm, i get to log in and check the posting... yeah~!!... i got into my first choice which is Guangyang Secondary School... finally i can relaxed liao... Area 4 going to have 3 more HOs... 1 is me, and the other 2 is Jane and Jacky; Jane was posted to Pierce and Jacky to Catholic High... cool~!!... but too bad, one more did not get posted back to RI... but nvm... looking forward to see the both of them in the next AGM...

Started my CS2301, Business and Technical Communication, tutorial today... oh gosh, looks like this tutorial will not be a good one... 1st tutorial we are already given project to do, and somemore need to hand in the proposal on WEDNESDAY... which is the day after the Chinese New Year Holiday... which means i need to work on CNY... gosh~!!...

Anyway, I have some lobang for Valentine's Gift, if anyone interested pls msg me, it is cheaper than market price... lolx...

Lastly wish u all a Happy Chinese New Year and collect as much ANG PAO as possible...

What a hectic day today.... started with cs1102y lab, which actually is doing out own lab at own time own target... so sianz... set up the thing for abt 45 mins then got to see the question... but my mind is blank... totally dun underdstand wat the question is asking abt... making me think tat i m dead for this module, tomolo 5pm is the last submission liao... till now i m still figuring out how to do it... TERRIBLE~!!

Today i also have to rush from one place to the other... i had my cs1104 lab at 1pm - 2pm, and FNA1002 at 2pm but the thing is tat i have to rush from School of Computing to School of Biz for the lecture.... managed to get 15 mins off early from the lab... but then the bus is as usual crowded... sianz... i realised how clumsy i m today... falling here and there, and hitting people... feel so sorry... enough for now, back to figuring out how the programming can work... argh!

Phew... yesterday after campcraft competition and some little gathering with the CIs, went home for about 1 hour then make my way to Chinatown to meet my sis and mother to buy new year things... Chinatown is as usual crowded... but the decoration today is quite grand, with laser performance... but only started walking for a few minutes then it rained... no wonder the shop owners will complain about their business... almost every nite also will rain... haiz...

Today was told to stay at home to do spring cleaning... woah.... as usual my nose is activating its itchness again due to the dusty places in my house... lolx... now my whole body so tired... tomolo still need to continue to clean... hope can finish by tomolo... Yeah... Chinese New Year is here~!!

Today is a terrible day, wanted to wake up at 9am but in the end turn off the alarm and continue to sleep till 10.30am then wake up... Actually tot of waking up early and go school to take a look at the flea market for the 2nd hand textbooks... but in the end only get to reach there at 11.45am... rush to the flea market and only found 1 pathetic book to buy... so sad... and i have to buy the other textbooks as 1st hand... so much money spent... keke but nvm, my father agree to paid for it... lolz... save my money...

I still have not sucessfully ballot for my FNA tutorial... so disgusted... have to wait till tomolo for someone to actually drop it... so tiring... dunno why this time so challenging...

So sad... this year cannot participate in Chingay2006... haiz... this afternoon received news from Karen that NTU had withdrawn from the committee therefore we did not get to participate already... actually this time we can get to do duty at the VIP sector... but so sad, in the end it is cancelled... sob sob... hope next year still can join in the fun... for this year, see from tv lo... but i think i wun watch ba... lolx...

Today tutorial balloting result is out... so jialat, only managed to ballot for 1 lab and 1 tutorial out of 2 labs and 4 tutorials... sianz... i really dun like the system... haiz...

Went for S2006 interview as a tour guide... keke... actually considered for very long time due to school work, but then tot i shld give it a try due to my interest... for those who know me, will know that i actually like tourism alot... so i go for it... hehe... the interview is more of a chit chatting session, but then also got abit of serious side... but then i was selected... lolx... not because i am good, it is because there is a lack of ppl participating it... haiz... but in anyway i got, tat's it... lolx...

Received a call from Shiyun in the late afternoon, she asked if i m interested to join in the Berkelah Waterfalls trip, because 2 gers actually drop out, i wanted to go, but then it was too rush, and my mum will not allow last min notice... so i decided to nt go for it... haiz... hope next time still have similiar category of trip...

Had my 1 star Kayaking course on sat and sun... so sianz... 2 days also rain then we had to actually kayak in the rain... very happening sia... esp on sun... we did mass capsize and have to recover ourselves... but then before we even recover, we are already drifted away from the beach towards the sheares bridge and almost hit the walls of the pillars of the bridge... scary sia... but luckily we realised it earlier and move away from the walls... we only fully recovered after we drifted away from bridge and towards the curve of the river... very scary but nice experience...

Today is the start of school, and i only attended one lecture so far... but it seems quite interesting...
Then had meeting with NUSNPCC PnP committee at the student lounge... although the meeting is more of a "pointing arrow"... but the meeting is quite interesting... and i got a duty to do... lolx... after the meeting we went to Munchie Monkey to have our dinner... a great dinner, had alot of fun and laughter of what we did during kayaking course and also during HOBTC... i got a nice day for the start of the school... keke... tml holiday liao... rest again...lolx...

Starting school liao... this sem i mus work hard and stop playing ard... WORK HARD!!...

Anyway, this morning i jus received a new that my granduncle jus pass away... din really have chatting and meeting up with the family but i know that he is a very good father cum husband, he also won before Malaysia's Best Father award... which i m very proud of, because to my impression he is a really kind hearted and forgiving person. Really felt very sad for the lost of a great person in my heart... My mum and dad will be making their way to Ipoh to attend his funeral...

Thinking of tat, i will have to pull myself up for saturday's and sunday's Kayaking course... gosh... hope i dun have a problem waking up so early in the morning... i dun wan to be late...

Came back from M'sia jus this evening... but i dun have the mood to write what happen there... and i now feeling so sianz... that i feel like giving up everything... i know i still have go thru it and i m trying to get thru it soon... i really hope i can do better this new year...

2006 is coming... now at home, packing my rooms to prepare for the new year... also searching for new modules for my next semester...

So frustrating with the choosing of modules... wan this module but then it clashes with something else... but finally today i finished the choosing of modules... now have to worry abt the bidding... and one thing i m happy abt is that i got one free day which is tues... lolx... finally one more thing to worry is if i could cope for next sem... i really dun wanna anything to happen like last sem, or else i will be asked to leave the school... sianz... all the best to me sia~!!...

hmm... tomolo also my mum's birthday... here i would like to wish her a Happy birthday and also smile always, dun always so unhappy... keke... and also to my friends like Lawerence and Darren... "Happy Birthday"... all the best in NS~!!...

Hmm... today quite a "contradicting" day... because i actually have two activities to join then both also wan to go but in the end i chose to join my sec sch friends @ Settlers (A board games cafe)...

Anyway, the day in the Settlers was great... Met at Clarke Quay Mrt Station @ 2pm... but found out 3 person were late... late!... so we made a move to the cafe... then waited for them there till 3pm and it was due to some technical faults... sianz... in anyway, we played alot of games we never played before and had lots of fun... till abt 6pm, we decided to stop and started exchanging our gifts... keke... the exchanging of gifts come with many surprises... first was from Hui Ying with a little gift plus card... then Joanna also got some gifts from Taiwan for us... a perfume plus a little cute key chain...then it was from Joanna again plus Jessica with their "Captured memories" books... a book that they actually took the time to consolidate all the photos of our past and put it to the book with decoration... they actually did for the 5 of us... it really touched me alot... i really thanks my friends for doing these much for us... i wun forget it, and will take very good care of the book, plus filling the blank pages to continue the journey... Thanks alot...!! Oh ya... and i got an "emergency" chocolate (a interesting chocolate which actually helps with chocolate cravings, lovesickness, exam pressure, mild anxiety and extremem hunger, and the directions for use is tearing open the wrapper then break off desired dosage, and consume... lolx... Fun!...) and piggy remote control holder for my christmas present from Jessica... Thanks!

The "Captured Memories" book


The little gift and card


The little key chain and the perfume


The Emergency Chocolate


The Piggy Remote Control Holder

Merry X'mas... keke... today is quite a busy plus an enjoyable day... Ying Larp they all have suggested to have a steamboat feast at my house....

Early in the morning, my sis, my mum and I went to Suntec Carrefour to buy the ingredients for the steamboat and also plus a cake... keke ... then took taxi home... prepare the ingredients for the whole afternoon... (Guys, i m not complaining here... lolx)... then rested for a while until everyone arrived... then we started our steamboat at abt 6.30 to 7... and ended at abt 8++... then my family actually have their dinner... actually i really feel very sorry for making my family to wait for us to finish... SORRY!!... after dinner we watched tv and some of them went to play maple, then went my family actually finished eating we had the cake cutting session... keke... it is Jack's birthday soon so we decided to celebrate for him in advance... so Ying Larp actually switch off the TV then i brought the cake out and started the song... keke... after that, shaun decided to make his move first... then we started playing Mahjong with no gambling... keke... played till 12am then watched abit of "A date with Vampire" before they maked their move... hmm... really had a enjoyable nite...

The "advance" birthday boy!!

From the day i ended HOBTC till now, i have been doing nothing except for having dinner with friends and attending Guangyang's training... so boring and also scary... because tomolo i m goin to get my results soon... really hope i dun fail anything... I really dunno wat to do if i fail some modules... one way i would do is to quit sch... which it is quite impossible for my parents to accept it... so the other way is I will continue but with a poor and bad CAP... i really dun wanna any of these to happen... argh~!!...

Realise got another problem... 30th dec is my mum's birthday, and it is also NPCC nite... which means most likely i wun be able to go NPCC nite... but i would really like to go, because i next time confirmed wun go one... haiz... sianz... but then my mum would most likely be unhappy if i din celebrate with her... sadded...!!

Back from Pulau Ubin... A fun and relax camp... keke... i enjoyed it alot... because i actually overcome alot of fear...

First day, we "conquer" the sea, by jetty jump and rafting... the jetty jump is great... i like it alot... although the fright of height is there... but i did not really hesitate at all... good job Fiona... keke... then we did rafting... a nice activity to see all our teamwork and cooperation there... and of course... Squad 1 motto - 1st in 1st out or last in 1st out... keke...

Second day, we "conquer" above the land... we did ATF like rock climbing, absailing, flying fox and Team Challenge Pyramid (TCP)... TCP is the most happening and fun activity i enjoyed most... even though i have fright for height... but i manage to overcome it and clear the 3 stages and reach the top of pyramid together with other 4... we are actually belay together, and have to wait for each other to continue... so it actually takes alot of teamwork and endurance... and i did it... good job Fiona... lolx... At nite we did tunneling... it is actually a very simple tunnel... but of course the objective is to have nite confidence... which is something i fear abit abt it... but then i overcome it too... keke...

Third day, we "conquer" the land... we did orienteering and land expedition... it is the normal things we did in every ATC... but this time we need to take turns to do the map reading and lead the way to the destination and also make sure of everyone's safety... at nite, of course is the campfire... yeah... last day of camp liao... keke

Fourth day, do area cleaning then set off to the jetty... realise i have alot of bruises, mosquitoe bites and scratches on hands and legs... seems like my hands and legs are disfigured... lolx... hope can recover soon...

Tomolo is my graduation ceremony... yeah... finally graduating soon.... keke... can relax liao... have to buy present for Christmas liao...

Finally last day of the course in main land... tomolo need to go to Pulau Ubin for ATC... sob sob.. 4 days 3 nites... sob sob... so long... but i believe it will be very fun... keke... so tiring now... have not start ATC, already so tired liao... dunno wat will happen during ATC... but really hope it wun be rainy days... or else very troublesome and boring...

Yeah... after coming back, then i can go shopping and relax myself before school start again... keke

late for 5 mins today... when reaching there, they already start the 1st activity liao... haiz... but luckily nothin happen... keke... that's the advantage of HOBTC... lolx... kidding la... also cannot be late, or else impression not good...

Today's activities were great... taught abt ceremonial and parades, also have a session with Commandant, she wanted us to come out with 2 business proposal on a NPCC Clubhouse and NPCC Library... which i think were quite good ideas, but we jus dun have the time to plan out... she actually wanted us to hand in by next wed... lolx... tat's short...

Went to the Police Heritage Centre @ Phoenix Park... the tour was great... get to know alot of things about NPCC... and also some police personnel who died on duty... a very nice and interesting trip... if next time can have a tour with the cadets will be great... because i have not thoroughly go thru the museum....

Yeah, tomolo half day... and also the PA Opening Ceremony... to memorial the closing of PA and opening of HTA....Hope can join in the fun...keke...

hmm... already at the 4th day of course... feel like it is more of a mental thinking course... which i dun think i have it... felt very inferior in front of all the the trainees and instructors... it seems like i am not suitable to be in Uni... haiz... dunno y, but i got the idea that i am actually very lousy, because when we need to think of some ideas or talk out some problems... it seems my mind is blank... i totally dun have ideas or things to talk about... while others have many ideas and things to talk about... but from there, i learnt something... but not able to share anything with my fellow trainees... i actually felt very depressed and diappointed with myself... really hope i can pass this course... and get over with this fast...

Finally over 1st day of the course... but dunno is i old liao or too long din excercise... my whole body is aching now... and the boots actually made my leg pain... haiz... sianz... then somemore my new belt actually is much bigger than expected.... oh gosh... i feel like a God of Fortune....lolx... but luckily my uniform actually covered ugly part... therefore it still looks ok to others... keke... manage to bluff my way thru the first day...

I am very blur... i already half way thru the day, then i realised that there are actually tests at the end of the course... oh gosh... one MOI, one Campcraft and one Written test... haiz... sianx... but really hope i can get thru these fast enough...

Hmm... was surfing the website and went to take a look at the Sistic website... Felt like goin to 5566 concert... but no one accompany me, and the cheapest one already sold out... the next cheapest one is $100... that's quite alot... haiz... dunno wan to go or not...

One more day and I am on my way to HO BTC... haiz... feel sad but excited... sad because i have to be in HQ from 7.45am to evening time... from 5th to 19th dec... then i dun have time to meet up friends for some gathering and shopping... sob sob... excited because i will be goin thru a diff kind of training... haiz... hope this 2 weeks will pass by fast... really wan to have some fun and enjoyment before school start again...

Finally went to watch Harry Potter liao... keke... nice and great show... i cried at the part where Cedric Diggory was innocently killed... haiz... so sad... i think i will rate the movie 4/5 ba... a great show to watch...

Tomolo is my last paper liao.... but it is also a paper i hated most... because i totally have no knowledge about the module at all... really scared i will fail... i dunno y till now i still can't understand the concept... it seems alien to me... with all those proofing and explaination... everything is making my head explode without any concept stored in my brain... jus hope i can get thru this fast... but i think i will end my examination days with a gloomy and terrible mood... sianz...

All the best to me~!!....

Finished 1 paper liao... left with the last one... haiz... today's paper is bad... totally no time and dun no how to solve some problems... so idiot... really hope can pass the paper... anyway, the next paper, i totally have no confidence, because i din even got to understand the module till now... so frustrating... dunno y i jus can't get the concept rite... grr!!... jus have to make use these 2 days to try my best to go thru it... hope i can at least get the concept there... praying hard~!!...

Today after the exam, i went to GYSS to take a look at the camp... the interaction between the 2 schools seem to be very good... so glad to see that... Hope in future it will still be the same... Eyes closing liao... go sleep liao... Good Nite...

Yesh!!... I m back with my blogging... maybe because i can't find any ways to say out my feelings and thinkings so tot of coming back here again... with a new interface...

These days are very terrible for me... I dun have time to rest... even if i m resting i will still be thinking "Did i study enough?".... Gosh, i am already in the breakdown mode... Dun really know i still can carry on or not... Every module i revised seems to be alien to me... nothing seems to be able to be understood by my brain... and worst i still have one more module have not even started revising, and that module i totally dun understand the concept at all... i think i goin to fail this module... OMG... y i seems to be so helpless and weak...

Now already late at nite... and i only can use this time to do things tat i would like to do... because my brain juices are drying up... ARGH~!!... Sorry but i need to let out here... Time to surf the net before i go to bed... later is another day for me to dry up my brain juices... GRR!!!

Hehe... suddenly feel very itchy to type a entry... so came to type one... lolx... hmm... started my studies 3 days ago... it was very not fun at first... because i have ZERO friens... haiz... feel so lonely and everything have to depend on myself... luckily i got to know a ger during a seminar, and got to be in the same project group for a module, therefore having friends... keke... seems to be quite relax though lessons had started... but i think i will have a hard time ahead... hmm... anyway, still wan to take up CCA... dunno if i wan to continue in NPCC... lolx... still considering ba... Really hope i have a nice and fun learning in NUS...

hmm... i tot of closing this blog liao... because i dun think it is of any good to write entries... keke... it is jus extra job for me for the day... haha... too busy recently to even update my blog... maybe i will jus leave this blog stagnant and collect cobwebs till i m free to write it again... bye bye pals...

Hmm... went for medical checkup for NUS admission... this is the first time i have a thorough checkup... lolx... haiz... going into the health center at YIH, do my registeration... and i have to depart with my $25... for the checkup and x-ray... haiz... fill in some form, then went to the next station, check for eyesight and colour blindness... then go to the next station which is urine test... i hated urine test... hehe... dun wan to say in details, but roughly some shld knw wat happen la... lolx... so stupid i shld leave my things in the office before goin for the checkup, holding so many things in hand... haiz... then after that, when for doctor consultation... keke... the doctor quite good looking sia... haha... some may think i siao... but lolx... wat ever... then last of all, i went to x-ray... first time screening x-ray so quite blur... jus follow wat the person say... lolx... but then he also speak in a slang that i dun really understand... making him repeat himself 2 times... lol... so make me even blur... haha...

Watch the Project Superstar, hmm.... Wei Lian is really great... i like his vocal... and i actually voted for him for 6 times lolx... together with my sis... say me waste money or wat... but really hope he can get in the next round... because his vocal is really nice...

Summarising wat i did on the weekends again... always so lazy to enter a entry for the weekends... haiz...

Saturday:
Went to MediaCorp for work... everyone is saying that my face makes me look so tired... dunno y... maybe not enough of sleep these days ba... but anyway, work still continue... today got to play with some kids, esp from the 2nd session of the day... 1 of the teacher allow us to sit in to the lesson, and the kids sing & dance a song for us... they are so cute... i like the kids so much... lolx, next time take pics with them and show u all... haha...

Saw the Project Superstar contestants (all of them), but some seems to be very arrogant... but nvm, not my problem... also saw Hui Ying and Daen... so glad seeing them, very long din contact liao... but i dun think we can also contact again often next time... because they are now very busy with the filming... and 1 fun thing i heard from Daen is that, Daen's idol is in Hui Ying's Drama group and vice versa... lolx... as Daen wan to take a look at her idol, so we went to the Wardrode Blk and look for Hui Ying, as she say that Daen's idol will be there taking his clothes for the drama... lolx... so we chatted down there, and then saw her idol... haha

After work, went to meet Johnathan they all for the ATC coordinators meeting, the meeting was quite relax at first, but it gets more tensed up, maybe because the coordinators were being shoot back for their ideas... and that's wat i actually experienced last time... anyway, jus wan to tell the coordinators, relax and have a clear mind, then everything will be planned well... Good Luck...

Sunday:
Haix... first thing in the morning, was to remind myself, that i need to get a formal attire... went to J8 and have breakfast... haha... as we only reach there at 11.30am, all the breakfast had ended, so we decided to go to Cafe Cartel and have some light snacks before our lunch, so it will be a "brunch"... hehe... shop ard J8 and settle at G2000.... luckily there is this Great Singapore Sale, or else i think i m goin to spend even more $$ jus for my formal attire... phew... but anyway, not sure with the dressing, so blur blur buy a blazar, then ended up my frien tell me that actually blazer is not necessary... haiz... i actually spent $180 on my formal wear.... hmph... then later went to singtel shop to buy my new handphone... keke... bought Nokia 6680... which i like it alot... hmm, finally bought a new handphone... keke... then when to visit my grandma before goin home for the Charity show... had pizza hut delivery, and enjoy the show... keke... although this time it is more of singing, but i think it is quite enjoying la... nothing much special... keke

Argh~!!... i hate the results... i dun understand y mus be like this... all the good ones are out, and left the ones that have the least marks... i jus dun like the way they select ppl for the next round... 70% to audience and 30% to judge... i think this is so unfair... ppl with good vocals but with lesser 观众缘 then have to be kick out of the competition... then ppl with bad vocals but with better 观众缘 then can be in the competition, wat's the use of choosing a superstar then... 观众缘 could be 1 impt thing to be considered in when looking for a superstar but then i think a good vocal also need to be considered as 1 impt thing too... argh... i jus could not take the results...

Never did i in my life, sms to vote for the contestants in the competition... not even for Singapore Idol, but now i think i cannot sit down n do nothing... i will surely vote for Kelly, but as for guys... i will still consider Wei Jian or Leon... haiz... i really hate it... sux...

Taking this 30 mins rest time to actually write a entry before the results of Project Superstar reveals... haiz... so excited... dunno who will be kicked out... the guys are all my favourite singers, then for the gers, i got 2 in mind, but then i think 1 will be kicked out... sianz...

Today got so many news happening... lolx... Londone: Multiple explosions rock London, underground network closed; several fatalities... British PM Blair says terrorists behind London blasts... so scary, 6 places are actually attacked with blast of bombs... terrorist attacks are really scary... London is actually quite lucky, they won the Olympic 2012 hosting country jus yesterday... and today the explosions actually happen... therefore din affect their votes at all...

Comfort, CityCab and Yellow-Top revise taxi fares... omg, from July 15, staggered rates from 11.30pm onwards will apply for all taxis from the three companies, which means i have to try my best to be boarding the taxi before 11.30.... lolx... so sad... increase and increase...

Yeah~!!... next friday can off the whole day... keke... but it is for my Graduating Ceremony... hope after that maybe go for celebration then can go shopping.... keke...