Yesterday had a terrible day... i was struggling, there was no one at home all the way till 11pm, then i felt so breathless, nothin i study seems to come to my mind, i was repeating studying wat i have study previously, trying very hard to remember... i almost wanted to faint, it was really like a asthma coming... wanted to look for ppl to talk to, but scare i will disturb them, so i jus keep it to myself... really very helpless and weak yesterday, dunno wat happen but was really scary, until my parents are back then i feel the relieve... :(

Had a great fun yesterday, a long waited YEP gathering was held at Myint's place. Thanks Myint for providing the place... looks like we gers did a great job in organising the gathering... really hope to have more next time... I really had a great break from my busy schedule and exam preparation during the gathering... it was really relaxed... All of us will talking about what we did in Vietnam, the sign language and vietnam language... we will like thinking again and again, the fun things and amazed things we did during the trip... lolx... of course, we also update each other on what we are busy with now...

When the nite is about to end, which i think is the best part of the whole gathering, Sam suggested to meet on 5 Dec 2011 @ Ngee Ann Polytechnic Library, which i think it will be a great day to look forward to... i know it is still a long way ahead, but i believe working towards that day would be great... keke... really wonder wat will happen...

Oh ya, thank you Myint and Zhi Guang for walking home with me... thanks alot...

Yeah~!!... i finally got the long-waited show, i think it is from sec 2 until now ba... lolx... finally i found the show i wanted... "She's all that"... it is a great show for gers, for guys i dunno la... lolx... but i really like the plot, the actor is handsome and the actoress is pretty... so compatible... haha...

Recently was watching a Korean show "My Name is Kim San Soon" <<我的名字叫金三顺>>... It is a great show, i believe some of u have watched it, with handsome guys and pretty gers... lolx... Hyun Bin - 玄彬, he is jus so cute and handsome... lolz...

But watching this show, also indicate tat i do not have the discipline to study... sob sob... i really feel very sorry... i know it is time for study, but i dunno y, i jus dun have the discipline to concentrate on studying... haiz... really very sorry...

我的名字叫金三顺

玄彬

Realise that it have been 1 mth since i wrote my last blog entry... really busy with homework and project these few weeks... tired... next week got 2 tests... sianz...

Today actually felt myself quite a failure, nothing seems to be done correct when it comes to me. I never check whether this is correct before giving out the news; i never can able to solve any big problems... i dun seems to have the idea of what to do when "big" things happen... i dunno if i m worth the rank... i duno y everyone is keeping everything to themselves... y dun they jus stop everyone and say out what they feel...

Phew... finally got the time to write my blog... these few days from the start of new year eve till now, i have not been able to sleep early... because Chinese New Year is jus so much fun... with the visiting from house to house, to collecting of Ang Baos then to the Mahjong session and "Lao Yu Sheng"... Chinese New Year is so happening... i only get to sleep every nite at about 1-2am... lolx...

School work also non-stop... i think i goin to have problem with 1 module... Java programming... haiz... tat's terrible... really hope i can pick it up by this week, before it gets worser...

Valentine's Day coming... hope i can earn as much money as possible... this year is goin to be a "big hole in the pocket" for me...

The Renuion Dinner Set Meal... lolx

My Cute Cousin

My Cute Niece

Phew... today finally got the HO posting... heard it from my frien... then i was thinkin and thinking if i m able to get to the choice i wan to... finally at abt 5pm, i get to log in and check the posting... yeah~!!... i got into my first choice which is Guangyang Secondary School... finally i can relaxed liao... Area 4 going to have 3 more HOs... 1 is me, and the other 2 is Jane and Jacky; Jane was posted to Pierce and Jacky to Catholic High... cool~!!... but too bad, one more did not get posted back to RI... but nvm... looking forward to see the both of them in the next AGM...

Started my CS2301, Business and Technical Communication, tutorial today... oh gosh, looks like this tutorial will not be a good one... 1st tutorial we are already given project to do, and somemore need to hand in the proposal on WEDNESDAY... which is the day after the Chinese New Year Holiday... which means i need to work on CNY... gosh~!!...

Anyway, I have some lobang for Valentine's Gift, if anyone interested pls msg me, it is cheaper than market price... lolx...

Lastly wish u all a Happy Chinese New Year and collect as much ANG PAO as possible...

What a hectic day today.... started with cs1102y lab, which actually is doing out own lab at own time own target... so sianz... set up the thing for abt 45 mins then got to see the question... but my mind is blank... totally dun underdstand wat the question is asking abt... making me think tat i m dead for this module, tomolo 5pm is the last submission liao... till now i m still figuring out how to do it... TERRIBLE~!!

Today i also have to rush from one place to the other... i had my cs1104 lab at 1pm - 2pm, and FNA1002 at 2pm but the thing is tat i have to rush from School of Computing to School of Biz for the lecture.... managed to get 15 mins off early from the lab... but then the bus is as usual crowded... sianz... i realised how clumsy i m today... falling here and there, and hitting people... feel so sorry... enough for now, back to figuring out how the programming can work... argh!

Phew... yesterday after campcraft competition and some little gathering with the CIs, went home for about 1 hour then make my way to Chinatown to meet my sis and mother to buy new year things... Chinatown is as usual crowded... but the decoration today is quite grand, with laser performance... but only started walking for a few minutes then it rained... no wonder the shop owners will complain about their business... almost every nite also will rain... haiz...

Today was told to stay at home to do spring cleaning... woah.... as usual my nose is activating its itchness again due to the dusty places in my house... lolx... now my whole body so tired... tomolo still need to continue to clean... hope can finish by tomolo... Yeah... Chinese New Year is here~!!

Today is a terrible day, wanted to wake up at 9am but in the end turn off the alarm and continue to sleep till 10.30am then wake up... Actually tot of waking up early and go school to take a look at the flea market for the 2nd hand textbooks... but in the end only get to reach there at 11.45am... rush to the flea market and only found 1 pathetic book to buy... so sad... and i have to buy the other textbooks as 1st hand... so much money spent... keke but nvm, my father agree to paid for it... lolz... save my money...

I still have not sucessfully ballot for my FNA tutorial... so disgusted... have to wait till tomolo for someone to actually drop it... so tiring... dunno why this time so challenging...

So sad... this year cannot participate in Chingay2006... haiz... this afternoon received news from Karen that NTU had withdrawn from the committee therefore we did not get to participate already... actually this time we can get to do duty at the VIP sector... but so sad, in the end it is cancelled... sob sob... hope next year still can join in the fun... for this year, see from tv lo... but i think i wun watch ba... lolx...

Today tutorial balloting result is out... so jialat, only managed to ballot for 1 lab and 1 tutorial out of 2 labs and 4 tutorials... sianz... i really dun like the system... haiz...

Went for S2006 interview as a tour guide... keke... actually considered for very long time due to school work, but then tot i shld give it a try due to my interest... for those who know me, will know that i actually like tourism alot... so i go for it... hehe... the interview is more of a chit chatting session, but then also got abit of serious side... but then i was selected... lolx... not because i am good, it is because there is a lack of ppl participating it... haiz... but in anyway i got, tat's it... lolx...

Received a call from Shiyun in the late afternoon, she asked if i m interested to join in the Berkelah Waterfalls trip, because 2 gers actually drop out, i wanted to go, but then it was too rush, and my mum will not allow last min notice... so i decided to nt go for it... haiz... hope next time still have similiar category of trip...

Had my 1 star Kayaking course on sat and sun... so sianz... 2 days also rain then we had to actually kayak in the rain... very happening sia... esp on sun... we did mass capsize and have to recover ourselves... but then before we even recover, we are already drifted away from the beach towards the sheares bridge and almost hit the walls of the pillars of the bridge... scary sia... but luckily we realised it earlier and move away from the walls... we only fully recovered after we drifted away from bridge and towards the curve of the river... very scary but nice experience...

Today is the start of school, and i only attended one lecture so far... but it seems quite interesting...
Then had meeting with NUSNPCC PnP committee at the student lounge... although the meeting is more of a "pointing arrow"... but the meeting is quite interesting... and i got a duty to do... lolx... after the meeting we went to Munchie Monkey to have our dinner... a great dinner, had alot of fun and laughter of what we did during kayaking course and also during HOBTC... i got a nice day for the start of the school... keke... tml holiday liao... rest again...lolx...

Starting school liao... this sem i mus work hard and stop playing ard... WORK HARD!!...

Anyway, this morning i jus received a new that my granduncle jus pass away... din really have chatting and meeting up with the family but i know that he is a very good father cum husband, he also won before Malaysia's Best Father award... which i m very proud of, because to my impression he is a really kind hearted and forgiving person. Really felt very sad for the lost of a great person in my heart... My mum and dad will be making their way to Ipoh to attend his funeral...

Thinking of tat, i will have to pull myself up for saturday's and sunday's Kayaking course... gosh... hope i dun have a problem waking up so early in the morning... i dun wan to be late...

Came back from M'sia jus this evening... but i dun have the mood to write what happen there... and i now feeling so sianz... that i feel like giving up everything... i know i still have go thru it and i m trying to get thru it soon... i really hope i can do better this new year...

2006 is coming... now at home, packing my rooms to prepare for the new year... also searching for new modules for my next semester...

So frustrating with the choosing of modules... wan this module but then it clashes with something else... but finally today i finished the choosing of modules... now have to worry abt the bidding... and one thing i m happy abt is that i got one free day which is tues... lolx... finally one more thing to worry is if i could cope for next sem... i really dun wanna anything to happen like last sem, or else i will be asked to leave the school... sianz... all the best to me sia~!!...

hmm... tomolo also my mum's birthday... here i would like to wish her a Happy birthday and also smile always, dun always so unhappy... keke... and also to my friends like Lawerence and Darren... "Happy Birthday"... all the best in NS~!!...

Hmm... today quite a "contradicting" day... because i actually have two activities to join then both also wan to go but in the end i chose to join my sec sch friends @ Settlers (A board games cafe)...

Anyway, the day in the Settlers was great... Met at Clarke Quay Mrt Station @ 2pm... but found out 3 person were late... late!... so we made a move to the cafe... then waited for them there till 3pm and it was due to some technical faults... sianz... in anyway, we played alot of games we never played before and had lots of fun... till abt 6pm, we decided to stop and started exchanging our gifts... keke... the exchanging of gifts come with many surprises... first was from Hui Ying with a little gift plus card... then Joanna also got some gifts from Taiwan for us... a perfume plus a little cute key chain...then it was from Joanna again plus Jessica with their "Captured memories" books... a book that they actually took the time to consolidate all the photos of our past and put it to the book with decoration... they actually did for the 5 of us... it really touched me alot... i really thanks my friends for doing these much for us... i wun forget it, and will take very good care of the book, plus filling the blank pages to continue the journey... Thanks alot...!! Oh ya... and i got an "emergency" chocolate (a interesting chocolate which actually helps with chocolate cravings, lovesickness, exam pressure, mild anxiety and extremem hunger, and the directions for use is tearing open the wrapper then break off desired dosage, and consume... lolx... Fun!...) and piggy remote control holder for my christmas present from Jessica... Thanks!

The "Captured Memories" book


The little gift and card


The little key chain and the perfume


The Emergency Chocolate


The Piggy Remote Control Holder

Merry X'mas... keke... today is quite a busy plus an enjoyable day... Ying Larp they all have suggested to have a steamboat feast at my house....

Early in the morning, my sis, my mum and I went to Suntec Carrefour to buy the ingredients for the steamboat and also plus a cake... keke ... then took taxi home... prepare the ingredients for the whole afternoon... (Guys, i m not complaining here... lolx)... then rested for a while until everyone arrived... then we started our steamboat at abt 6.30 to 7... and ended at abt 8++... then my family actually have their dinner... actually i really feel very sorry for making my family to wait for us to finish... SORRY!!... after dinner we watched tv and some of them went to play maple, then went my family actually finished eating we had the cake cutting session... keke... it is Jack's birthday soon so we decided to celebrate for him in advance... so Ying Larp actually switch off the TV then i brought the cake out and started the song... keke... after that, shaun decided to make his move first... then we started playing Mahjong with no gambling... keke... played till 12am then watched abit of "A date with Vampire" before they maked their move... hmm... really had a enjoyable nite...

The "advance" birthday boy!!

From the day i ended HOBTC till now, i have been doing nothing except for having dinner with friends and attending Guangyang's training... so boring and also scary... because tomolo i m goin to get my results soon... really hope i dun fail anything... I really dunno wat to do if i fail some modules... one way i would do is to quit sch... which it is quite impossible for my parents to accept it... so the other way is I will continue but with a poor and bad CAP... i really dun wanna any of these to happen... argh~!!...

Realise got another problem... 30th dec is my mum's birthday, and it is also NPCC nite... which means most likely i wun be able to go NPCC nite... but i would really like to go, because i next time confirmed wun go one... haiz... sianz... but then my mum would most likely be unhappy if i din celebrate with her... sadded...!!